Convo saya ..

beberapa gamba konvo saya ..

saya & mohd hafdzuan bergambar studio ..

saya di dpn kuittho ..

saya bersama mama ..

saya bersama abah ..

saya bersama mohd hafdzuan ..

saya & kawan2 saya ..

how sweet ..

saya & kawan2 saya lg ..

hadiah2 konvo dr family saya .. time kaseh ..

Mariam engagement

kawanku lagi bertunang ..
aku malas nk cite..
enjoy jek laa tgk gamba ..
semua gamba aku syok sendiri ..
lantak laa ..
camera aku skeati aku ar ..

sepersalinan baju utk nikah ..

9 hantaran dulang dpd pihak perempuan utk lelaki ..

saya & kawan saya yg bertunang ..

dia kelihatan cantik sbb xpernah mekap. ni 1st time mekap ..

anyway yam, u look pretty with that blue dress :)

me, sarah & mariam. cuma yg berbaju pink jek belum bertunang..

mariam & brg2 hantarannya ..

kek bertunang secret recipe .. sedap gile siut. nasib baik kek org. dapat bedal sket jek ..

aku suke gamba ni ..

yam kau nampak cantik dlm gamba ni .. sbb aku pandai amik shot masa kau tgh gelak .. :P

selamat bertunang. hope it will last.

nnt aku update lg dgn gamba konvo plak. yeaarrrghhhh!

rahidah's wedding

pc umah aku rosak. siut btol la. dah bape mg aku xonline.
i took halfday today. dah emergency kene servis kete. weekend ni nk g kuantan tgk abg aku yg nk kene g lubnan mg dpn. owh, abg aku antara askar pengaman pbb yg kene bg bantuan perubatan kat lubnan nnt. kete dah bis servis. ni ada extra time g cc laa. dah lama sgt xonline, xcheck email.

byk yg nk update, cuma xde masa n pc jek. huh.

last saturday, i went for my skullmate wedding dinner. it was fun sbb dpt jumpe kawan2 masa form 3 dulu (sbb masa form 4 dah blah ke sek teknik). so kawan2 form 3 aku ni kawan2 form 5 wan jugak .. hahaha.

nilah pengantinnya.. Rahidah arif & Sya'ban al-mubarak ( i hope i spelt his name correctly)couple dr masa form 4.. akhirnye menuju ke hujungnya..


ini ialah teman tapi mesra saya pd dinner itu..



kawan2 masa form 3 .. syiokknyeee dpt jumpe .. sarah, jen, shareena, azah (wey azah kau pon dah nak kawen eh??) nai, mui & fatimah (at the back row).


time kawan2 pempuan amik gamba ..


kawan2 laki punye turn plak ..


the bride & brideroom. sama chantek sama padan.. hihiihihhi ..


lps majlis tamat, sambung lepak minum plak. byk yg nk update cite.. nampaknya semua dah besar .. semua dah keje .. semua dah berjaya .. i hope if still not.

united++

im off today. i went to see my dentist n asked her m.c (the dentist is my bro's fren.. hehehe)
so the whole day i just laid down n watched some delayed world cup matches.. and of course, makan byk2 .. hehehe ..

so last weekend my mom, my uncle& aunty went to ipoh for my cousin's wedding (ana pak ngah aku .. ). yg bestnye, anak pak ngan aku ni laki, married to ipoh mali chinese girl. majlis kat ipoh ni side pempuan cine ni laa ..

dah siap2 nak g majlis .. ermm sbnrnya nak makan.. :) kat ballroom hotel tu jugak. hotelnya buleh tahan laa. aku rasa pempuan cine tu anak cine kaya kot ..


ada slide show .. sementara tunggu m.c mulakan majlis .. cuba tgk kat atas stage. ada champange dgn gelas yg susun2 tu .. hahahha .. maklong aku yg dok sebelah aku dah kecah giler ingat champange .. rupanya sparkling juice jek .. wat gempak jek laa ..


nama islam pengantin pempuan NADIA .. nama cine apa ntah aku lupe. im so glad sepanjang mlm tu, m.c never mentioned her chinese name .. saudara islam baru ..


appetizer. mlm tu makan 7 course. aku sempat amik gamba utk 1st course ni jek. lg 6 aku lupe nak amik gamba sbb aku asyik membedal semua makanan .. heheheh. tp mmg sedap giler laa. 2nd course, ayam & itik panggang. aku xselera nak makan itik tu, huh! 3rd course stim fish. 4th course udang goreng butter. 5th course ada mcm keladi apa ntah aku xtau mcm mana nak describe. 6th course pulut apa ntah. last skali baru desert which soya panas n bread stick yg sedap giler.. mmg aku kenyang gile mlm tu .. hahaha ..


pastu ada upacara apa ntah ni .. aku pon xtau .. chinese style laa. bg ucapan semoga pengantin berbahagia bla bla bla .. yg hujung blah kiri tu sepupu2 aku ..


ucapan sepatah 2 dpd pengantin ..

the family. me n my mom in the middle, paklong & maklong (on the right), my 4th uncle (on left), pakngah& makngah, the bride & brideroom & the brideroom parents.

aku pulang ke bilik n tidu dgn kenyang pd mlm itu .. damn full!!

erkk .. hello .. hi ..

Hi .. :)

lama giler xtulis. xde masa. selalu blk mlm .. blk - mandi - smsing - tido. . weekend pon xde masa .. ada jek program itu ini .. sedara kawin laa .. g kl laa [ :) ].. kalo x pon g ofis .. buat oti ...
rasa mcm dah xde life dah .. so kalo weekend baik enjoy puas2 ..
tp esk dah tiba hari isnin .. arghh ..

keje ok. walaupon ada a few problems there .. but finally everthing works out very well (as for now laa). masalahnye 1 jek .. technician2 aku yg dulu biadap .. skang lps nama dah naik, plus bulan ni annual review, semua dah jadik baik. keje pun berjalan lancar .. cuma skang aku rasa keje aku menimbun-nimbun .. damn .. huhuhhuu .. pg td pon kene g ofis kejap .. hari ahad di ofis? arghh ..

congratulations to wan for his confirmation with sony .. i supposed to get my confirmation by 24/6 .. (its yesterday!) .. i hope my boss will call me next week .. and tell me the good news .. dah komfem dah ada annual leave .. tu yg penting tu!

ermm so its almost 4 months aku keje .. henfon berkamera (sadly its not a 3g henfon!) dah beli. kete pon dah tukar. td plak beli digital camera baru .. semuanya sudah complete skang. gembirenye .. :) lps ni rajin laa aku nak update blog dgn gambar2 .. hehehehe .. dah keje semua dah bleh beli .. keje keras. so bleh fulfil semua yg seblum ni xmampu beli .. itu laa purposed keje .. xyah harapkan duit sape2 lg .. semua dah bleh beli guna duit sendiri. xde org halang .. yearghhh ..

i have to leave. dah magrib dah. will update you later with latest photos with my own digi cam :)

huh ...

hari-hari blk mlm ..

mlm-mlm blk hari ...

penatnyee ..

~will continue later

b.o.r.i.n.k!

hye all ...
lamanya xtulis .. xde masa .. connection lembab mcm harem .. tu yg malas tu .. tp mmg malas pon .. :)

keje tgh byk skang .. model yg aku jaga nak shipment dah mg ni .. so far semua ok .. dlm seminggu 2 3 x gak aku blk mlm .. sampai umah tgk mak aku dah tido .. waaa sedihnye .. sabtu plak oti .. kalo dok umah nak buat apa .. baik oti dpt duit .. skang pikir duit jek .. life kat luar dah kurang .. ahad jek baru kuar dgn mak aku .. skali skala aku lepak minum dgn memember blk keje .. tu pon kalo semua ada masa .. kalo x, blk umah .. tgk tv. layan msg .. yaaa saya perlukan itu setiap hari :)

suasana kat ofis plak kadang2 kusutkan kepala aku. keje ok. tp perangai asst manager aku n lg 2 org engineer mengusutkan kepala aku. rasa nak sepak jek. tensyen jek lepas kat aku. kurang hajar btol. damn. padahal bukan salah aku. huh. company aku plak racist. cine semua gaji lebih dpd melayu. padahal keje mcm apa jek si cine2 lakhanat ni. arghh. aku saba jek la utk sethn ni. gain experienced dulu. dpt offer lebih baik chow jek la.


eh lupe plak. gamba kat atas tu kat production. lengkap dgn jumpsuit semua. yg ni plak kat ofis. kat meja aku. pc aku. tepon aku. semua aku...

jumaat ni nak g kl. dah lama sgt xjumpe. aku perlukan sedikit perubahan. yaa perubahan pada mental aku. dan kereta aku :)

aku rasa mcm nak demam plak. asyik selsema dpd smlm. harap2 esk demam. bleh mc. yeay.

jumaat half day. yeay. cant wait to be there. :)

alohamora

hai. dah lama xtulis kat sini. xde masa. walaupon blk ptg, tp aku blk ptg pon sbb nak tgk cite siri pkl 6.30. pastu mlm plak layan tv lg. lh plak hari isnin mlm, nak layan lost dgn house. selasa plak by next week dah start Desperate housewives. rabu plak ada amazing race. kamis ada kevin hill. hahahaha ..

xtau nk cite apa. keje mcm biasa. sabtu ahad xkeje. tp aku g gak sabtu, sbb kire oti 1.5, kalo ahad double pay. rugi kalo xkeje. dpd aku dok umah xdpt duit. baik aku g ofis. memember pon bz gak 2 3 mg ni. so kalau semua xde keje bleh gak kuar.

so aku keje kat tampoi, dekat2 dgn angsana. ni laa tempat keje aku. ofis aku kat atas tu, kat cermin tu .. dlm tu laa ..

kilang aku ni buat assembly utk hard disk computer utk brand seagate utk u.s market. mmg customer aku seagate tu jek. bangkrupt seagate, maknanya bankrupt laa kilang aku. tp xkan laa seagate nak bangkrupt kan? keje aku handle projek dan proses utk mende alah yg besi mcm kat bawah ni, benda alah tu utk spinkan disk kat dlm hard disk tu. susah aku nak explain.. korang pikir laa sendiri. sorilaa kepada yg suruh aku rembat hard disk tu. sbb kompeni aku cuma buat assembly sebahagian part sahaja, pastu kompeni lain yg buat full assembly sampai jadik hard disk. kilang aku buat benda alah tu jek pon bleh jadik kaya. gile btol.

skop keje aku handle proses. mcm biasa, kalau ada problem keje aku kene carik apa masalah tu n carik penyelesainnya disamping sentiasa membuat improvement utk mengoptimumkan proses. keje ok. semua senior engineer baik n sudi memberi tunjuk ajar. environment keje pon best. dpt meja baru. pc baru. aku sorang jek engineer pempuan yg handle proses. technician semua laki. mcm biasa, mesti ada yg kacak2. kabur kejap mata masa awal2 keje. tp skang dah ok dah bleh kawal diri. aku g keje kene pakai seluar. kalo x nak pakai jumpsuit mmg leceh. masuk production semua org mcm robot kerja. gile btol. awal2 tu kepala aku mcm pening bile masuk production. semua operator pakai baju pink, keje berdiri n laju nak mampus. aku xdpt bayangkan kalo aku keje mcm tu. plak tu aku ni berpenyakit xbleh diri lama2, kompom nak pitam. gile. dah laa masuk production nampak mata org jek, sbb clean room. so semua org kene pakai tutup semua, hand glove, hair net, n tutup mulut tu. nampak mata jek. dah kuar baru nampak muke sorang2. plg best, dpt mkn thari free. dah include dlm lunch allowance. cool. g keje xpayah bawak duit. lauk plak sedap2. yum2.

ok nak blah nak tgk apprentice. kalo rajin aku tulis lg. bye.

sekalung tahniah...

tahniah kepada mohd hafdzuan admi yg tlg berjaya mendapat kerja di sony bangi.

saya cinta sama kamu.

sajek bosan-bosan ...

i've been tagged!

thanks to min. and here you go ...

4 Jobs :
1- student
2- keje pizza hut masa tunggu result spm kat duty free zone jb
3- praktikal 6bln kat Telekom Research and Development, serdang
4- engineer (esok start .. hahahahha)

4 Movies that i like:
1- cinderella man
2- pirate of the carribean
3- remember the titans
4- sweet home alabama
(and the list goes on actually ...)

4 Places I've lived :
1- kuantan, pahang
2- bandar baru uda, jb
3- flat bosnia, tmn sri serdang
4- parit raja, batu pahat
(actually i moved a lot. this is only a few that i could remembered and listed down..)

4 Favourite TV Series :
1- desperate housewives (season 1 and 2)
2- lost (season 1 and 2)
3- house
4- my wife and kids

4 Places I've Been On Vacation :
1- mekah + medina + jeddah (i went for umrah)
2- penang
3- sabah (the island and the mountain are included!)
4- pulau perhentian
(actually i've been on vacation a lot, and i've been all around malaysia except sarawak)

The 4 blogs I visit daily :
1- not in favour of terrorism ++ mohd hafdzuan's personal vault of thoughts, compaints, etc
2- kosong itu indah
3- afdlin shauki : inside of my head
4- bicara lewat malam

4 of my Favourite foods :
1- cheese cake
2- nasik kerabu
3- spegetti with white mushroom gravy
4- apa2 masak dgn kuey tiaw; esp kuey tiaw tomyam

4 Places I'd rather be :
1- with my mom . (my mom soo good in cooking and i really need it!)
2- jb! jb is cool mehhh
3- anywhere as long it is not in kl
4- in mohd hafdzuan arms (muahahahahhaha..sbnrnye dah xde idea)

4 albums i can't live w/o :
1- alicia keys
2- beyonce knowles
3- green day
4- no doubt

4 vehicles i owned/own :
1- suzuki V100 jfb 7927
2- kelisa maroon jgh 4771
3- wira aeroback jfy 7978
4- black toyota vios (dlm masa terdekat ni ... hahahha)

4 of you, please carry on these virus ok! You've been TAG!!!
1- hafdzuan adzmi
2- aku dah xde idea nak tag sape ..
3 - semua dah kene ..
4 -korang tag laa diri korang sendiri ...

The stages of our life

When we were little, we were asked, “Hey what do you wanted to be when you grow up?” Im sure most of us will probably say they wanted to be a doctor. So do I .. hahahhaha .. At that time, being a doctor is as everyone’s wished. Why? Because we were told that being a doctor is the greatest job in the world and we want to be part of it. Didn’t we?

We were grown up, as times goes by. And we might see what will be our future and planned it, either it went well or not. Im thinking bout my desired and ambition seriously, when I was 15. I already planned my life when I was 15. I knew what Im going to be, and am already set my mind for it. I think I planned it well. Yes, I did.

And now, here I am. I have been waiting for tomorrow for 9 years. 17 years of hard work is paid off. Im so glad.

Even I think I had planned my future is well, and I made it, but actually there are a few things in my life that I regretted. We are an ordinary human that will never satisfy with what we have. If I could turn back time, I wanted to study really-really hard for the SPM. I wanted to change my SPM results. That was the biggest thing in my life that I wanted to change. And I know if I were asked, what is the biggest unsuccessful thing that I went through in my life, my answer will be my SPM results. However, I know I will never change the fates. It is a fate.

Above all, until today, I think I went through my life as I wanted it to be. Im glad.

But life must still go on. So do the questions that we need to answer in our life. From “What is your PMR/SPM results?” to “Which university are you going and what course did you take?” to “What and where are you working?” And the questions stop at that line because I do have complete answers for those questions. Nevertheless, the questions will still running on to “When will you get engaged? When will you get married?” till “How many kids do you have now?”Iit will never stop there.

We were grown up. Sometimes I just couldn’t believe that I am big enough to have work and pay my mom back, buy desired car, a house, posses credit card, shopping, and even getting married and give birth.

I hope my life will run, as I wanted it to be. Now, im glad I have perfect things in my life. Great mom and brothers, wonderful and cool friends around plus an adorable soulmate. What more do I need? My life is already complete and I thanked God for everything.

I just babble to complete my empty day besides playing my favorite games and watching astro the whole day. Tomorrow will never be like today. Nevertheless, I still cannot wait to be at work tomorrow.

"frh, you're hired!"

hari ni ialah hari terakhir utk bulan februari .. dan juga hari terakhir utk segala penantian aku selama 3 bulan ..

"im hired!!!"

begitulah suara jeritan batinku. finally .. :)

ceritanya begini. smlm aku interview dgn company ni, mmi industries dekat tampoi. company ni buat hard disk computer. aku interview utk post manufacturing engineer. masa dpt interview tu pon aku dah pelik. out of 400 org yg apply, nape aku dipanggil interview tu. sbb slalunye post ni nak lelaki. aku plak mmg xde experience lgsg dlm production line. tp aku g jek laa .. masa interview tu, aku dah kene mcm2 laa. dia ckp aku xde experience dlm production. semua dlm design. konon2 aku tak layak laa utk post tu. aku dah nak naik hangin. pundek kau laa .. dah tau aku xsesuai utk post tu, yg panggil aku interview nak wat hape? bodoh btol. mcm gampang. dlm hati aku mmg dah berbakul2 aku maki. pastu ni laa interview aku paling sekejap. 15 minit jek. engineer tu pon ckp aku mcm xsesuai utk post ni. ok la xpe la. padahal salah korang yg salah choose candidate, nak salah kan aku plak. aku rasa nak pijak2 jek perut cine tu. dah laa aku blk dlm keadaan emo. wan plak call. dah kene dgr aku marah2 .. hahahha .. sori laa dear. dah xbleh control :P

pastu ptg td company tu call aku. aik nak hired aku plak.. tp utk post lain. new program engineer. aku pon xtau keje aku ni camne. tp involve dgn new produt, development product, n sorts of design. cool. kalo ada design mmg cool. lega aku. so jumaat ni aku dah start keje. esk nak g comp tu nak amik borang semua. keje 5 hari seminggu. kalo keje sabtu dikira oti. mmg cool sbb kire oti. hehehe . tp kalo dpt rembat hard disk lg cool kan? hihihihihi

finally aku dah nak start keje.
and im so excited for my new life...

(gambar di atas ialah gambar mintak keje :))

dah xde feeling ..?

hai.. di hari ahad yang bosan.

hari ni awek kepada kawan baik aku msg aku. meh aku namakan kawan baik aku si laki ni, namanya r. dan aweknye s. aweknye si s ni baru beberapa kali aku jumpe. kenalpon sbb si bf ni laa kenalkan. tp baru kenal ok laa layan kepala. aweknya si s ni sms aku thari td. dia baru clash. tekejut plak aku. baru haritu jumpe diaorang nampak cam loving couple jek. si r ni laa mintak clash. xde feeling dah reasonnya. biasa laa pempuan mengadu domba. aku pon dgr laa dulu dr pihak si s ni. kesian dia. kecewa nampaknya. hubungan baru terjalin, tapi dah berakhir. lepas aku dgr dpd si s ni yg mintak aku korek2kan apa yg patut, aku pon msg laa kawan baik aku ni si r ni. dia ckp dia tau dia salah. he felt guilty. tp suddenly dia dah xde feeling. nak buat camne lg? dan dia betul2 rasa they dont meant for each other. ntah la. mmg laa aku nak marah gak dgn si r ni, tp dia dah bg gud explaination walaupun si s dah bulat2 xbleh terima reason dia. aku xtau nak ckp apa. aku di tengah2. nak backing si r, dia dah honest bgtau perasaan dia. he dont want to pretend anymore. dia dah cuba regain his love for s, but he just couldnt anymore. nak backing si s, sb aku faham hati perempuan yg renyuk, tp si r ni kawan aku gak. ntah laa. aku plak jadik serba salah. sampai ke petang ni aku dok msg dgn diorang 2 org.

apa lg yg aku mampu ckp? sabar, dan percayalah ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini. may be dia bukan lelaki yg baik utk kau. dan percayalah kau akan jumpe lelaki yg lebih baik dpd dia. biasalah .. sebelom kita jumpe org yg betul, kita akan jumpe org yg salah dulu dlm hidup kita.

kawan aku pernah ckp. dlm hidup kita, kita akan jumpe 3 kali org yg betul. so kalau kita let go 1, maknanya tinggal 2 lg.. korang kire2 laa sendiri dah bape kali korang jumpe org yg betul dlm hidup korang. ntah aku xtau laa betul ke tidak. tp aku percaya seblom kita jumpe org yg betul, kita akan jumpe org yg salah dulu .. sbb aku pernah rasa tu semua.

kepada kawan aku si s tu, aku harap dia bersabar. dia tgh nak exam.. hope dia berjaya kawal diri dia sendiri ..
kepada kawan aku si r tu pulak, aku harap dia sedar apa yg dia buat semua ni. jgn mudah sgt lafazkan cinta. menabur janji. semua tu kene dtg dpd hati sendiri. dan bile dah ckp, tu semua dah jadi mcm 'janji'. bile memungkiri janji, tu yg hati terluka. menyumpah itu ini. kesian awek tu.

tp reason "dah xde feeling dah. nak buat camne". ntah laa. aku harap aku xperlu melalui all this shit. cinta mesti semakin mekar, bukan semakin pudar. muahahahhaha. jiwang sial. tp betul per .. pttnye kenal dulu. jatuh cinta. n kemudian baru semai. tp kalau dah xpandai nak semai. dah xde baja. dah xde org nak siram. nak buat camne. kalo sorang tabur baja, tp sorang lg xsiram. xjadik gak.. so semuanya bergantung kepada kedua-dua belah pihak.

wallahualam. i just pray the best for both of them. time will help her to recover soon. and time will tell you what will happen next too. its just time.

dan time jugak .. bile laaa nak bg aku keje oi .. sangap tahan khinzir dah ni. huh.

down .. and up!

pg td aku interview utk post project engineer.
aku rasa down giler babi lepas interview tu. mmg macam hampas. english aku hampas. semuanya hampas di awal interview. sampai 1 tahap aku terrrrbuat muke kecewa kat dpn interviewer aku tu. aku dah bebual kambing. aku xtau apa aku ckp sebab dia tanya aku soalan xhenti2. apa yg aku jawab semua dia tanya blk. tp bile dia ckp english aku hampas aku jawab laa blk.. tp maybe sbb kebiadapan aku jawab dia blk dan mempertahankan yg english aku x laa sehampas mana, dia senyum plak. pastu dah hujung2 nampak cam satisfied jek. and dia bgtau seblom aku blk, aku shortlisted. soalan yg plg klaka dia tanya aku, sanggup x keje aku ni kene pakai suar xbleh pakai skirt sbb turun site and plant. deal dgn org2 yg kasar and biadap semua. bleh handle x semua tu .. hahahahha ... klaka siut. bajet aku wanita melayu terakhir lemah lembut. hahaha ..

td blk mmg aku down giler. sampai mlm ni pon terasa down. tp dah x down lg .. sbb apa? sbb aku dpt interview panasonic communications senai plak rabu ni. arghh happny nye. sbb panasonic ni dekat dgn umah aku. tp risau gak. sbb kene bawak calculator. aduhh. byk kene study blk ni. semua dah lupe .. huhuhu .. and esk interview panasonic audio video pasir gudang. ptnye interview ni mg lepas, tp postpone mg ni.

im off to bed. hope tomorrow will cheer me up.

and good luck to hafdzuan. dia ada interview di puchong kamis ni ..

interviews... interviews

finally, im called for interviews.
interview keje utk pertama kalinya .. jeng jeng jeng ...

aku ada 2 interview minggu ni. esk n lusa.
esk kat panasonic audio video pasir gudang. post: mechanical engineer. post yg mmg aku nak nak sgt. tp member aku kata interview tu kene buat hand drawing. masak aku kalo kene buat hand drawing. da laa hand drawing aku hampas gile babi. arghhh. aku mmg benci subjek drawing dr skolah teknik lg. cuba laa suruh buat computer drawing using autocad ke solidworks ke ok gak. candidate pon ramai gak nak interview ni. tp vacancy xtau laa bape byk. arghhh. harap2 semuanye tenang dan berjalan lancar esk.. harap2 gak xde hand drawing esk. kalo ada mmg aku blk terus laa gamaknye .. im taking out my white flag. drawing sucks. damn.

lusa plak kat pasir gudang lg. post : management trainee. company sheet metal. xtau laa company ni besar mana. esk lepas interview panasonic tu aku nak g riki dulu kilang tu. sbb post management trainee kurang menarik. kompom starting kecik. bukan aku demand starting kecik. tp sbb xberbaloi aku nak keje kat pasir gudang dgn gaji yg kecik since aku nak dok umah xnak menyewa. jauh tu nak ulang alik. lain laa panasonic tu kompem gaji besar. tp tgk laa dulu camne ...

so wish me luck guys.

im losing my bestfren!

hello to everyone.

hari ni ada 2 perkara yg mengembirakan aku.
1st - aku berjaya buat kuah kacang nasik himpit kegemaran aku tu :)
2nd - hari ni aku dpt mail. my 1st interview. 2 bulan tunggutu.. finally they called me for an interview :) 7feb. so the interview will be at pasir gudang. jauh tu dr umah aku .. interview baru .. g jek laa ...

this past few days, i kept on thinking bout this girl who supposed to be my bestfren since secondary skull. we had a fought.. ermm last 3 days. may be a serious fight (thru ym). ntah laa. i kept on thinking. i wanted to say sorry. but how should i say?argh. sometimes sorry is the hardest word to say eh? aku admit salah aku. aku tau ckp aku kasar. tp aku tau apa yg aku tegur. tegur utk kebaikan dia. salah ke? semua org pernah buat salah. so do i. tp bile teguran tak diterima. dihambur plak caci maki. damn. kawan ke tu? dan hari ni. dia delete aku dr frenlist frenster dia. what the ..? apa ni? just because one fight in a night, those relation that more than 9 years dissaperaed just like that. God. u shouldn't made us met. im totally regret. it sucks when u r losing ur bestfren that u trusted most.

if i could turn back time.. but its too late.. sadly, im hurt. :(
and im still thinking bout her ...

Happy 1st Anniversary...

Dear Hafdzuan (the love of mylife),
You understand me in ways no one else ever could.
And you're the one who reaches furthest into my heart.
I am so blessed with your everlasting love.

Happy 1st Anniversary dear.
There's no better adventure than ours :)

my best fren engagement

aloo ...
dah lama xtulis disini .. xde apa nak cerita ...
baru hari ni ada cite ...

hari ni, teman baik aku sejak skolah menengah telah bertunang .. sarah hussein dgn pasangannya shairee.. aku agak menyemakkan diri laa sejak dr pg ... ikut dia g angsana g mekap. belikan stokin. angkatkan brg hantaran .. dan yg paling penting, makan. best siut nasik pulau ... 1st time makan nasik pulau .. hehe.

ini lah sarah dgn mekapnye ... lawa siut. aku ckp lawa sbb xpernah tgk dia bermekap ... hehehe

nilah geng-geng aku yg dtg memberikan sokongan padu sejak pg ...

gamba dr side depan plak ... L-R: nai, mariam, sarah & farah.

amik berkat ni weih ... hehehe ...

so kepada cik sarah ... selamat bertuanang dgn shairee. semoga kekal ke jinjang pelamin ... nnt kau kawin kitorang sponsor lain plak .. sbb masa tu kompom aku dah keje, xmengangur mcm ni ... hehehe ..

ermm.. Happy belated new year ...

Happy belated new year to everyone ...

lambatnye aku wish ... comp aku buat pasal. terpaksa tunggu satu-satunya membe aku yg pandai hal-hal comp kat jb ni pulang ke jb utk mengusya pc aku ... akhirnye pc aku diformat semula ... risau aku dah bape kali format dah start thn lps ... arghh jgn laa buat psl lg .. nak buat psl pon biar laa time aku dah dpt keje ...

ckp psl keje... ntah laa. rasa mcm down giler. xde satu pon interview lg. dah sebulan dah aku start anta surat semue ... apsal laaa susah sgt ... dak2 laki result yg lg hampeh dpd aku pon dah menimbun-nimbun interview ... mengada laa kilang2 ni ... xnak pempuan. bajet aku lemah lembut bleh buat keje pempuan jek .. come on laa .. kalo korang xbg peluang kat pempuan mcm aku tunjuk bakat .. sampai kiamat pon aku xkeje .. arghh. tensyen aku ... jb dah byk aku anta .. skang tgh carik area kl plak .. aku terpaksa. im desperate. kalo boleh xnak area kl .. sian mak aku tinggal sorang2 ... hope dpt laa kene panggil area jb ni dulu ...

susah siut xde keje ... xde duit ... da laa asyik nak pakai duit jek ... kete plak mcm2 hal... dan adik aku yg tersayang balik cuti raya... mlm td dia kuar bawak kete aku. pg ni aku tgk bumper blakang kete aku dah rebeh. kene langgar. dan dia tak perasan ... arghh bertambah emo aku ...

anyway, hope its not too late to wish ya all happy new year 2006. azam aku thn ni dapat keje spt yg aku cita-citakan ... dpt tuka kete ... bagi mak aku duit ... dan hubungan yg terjalin kekal dan sentiasa mekar ... :)

bye, for now.