Recap my wonderful 2011

flashback on how wonderful my 2011 journey was :)

Jan  - moved to new work place. good pay, good company, good colleague, good location (just 12mins away from my home, my top priority when looking for a job). the best part is, my company is going to re-locate in Nilai in few months. that is double joy for me because it just 4mins away from my home. weeehoooooo! bercita-cita nak g keje naik basikal jek lepas re-locate ni hihihi ;)

Feb - kitchen extension was completed, so does our kitchen cabinet. we were very happy for the outcome (met our expectation) and finally the spacious kitchen we got. yeahhhh.

March - i was conceived for number 2 as per plan :)

May - decided to end my breastfeeding journey. hadzim was 1y 11mths at that time. 

June - throw 2nd birthday party for hadzim.

watch arsenal game here, in Bukit Jalil stadium. weehoooo (tp still kichiwa sbb fabregas tak de laa pulak huhu).

Nov - had my babymoon (kemaruk nak vacation punye pasal haha). 

above all, the most important thing happened in 2011 was the arrival of our 2nd bundle of joy, Hadfina Farwizah. and the best part is, i managed to deliver her thru normal delivery as what i'm hoping & praying for. syukur.

2011 is the most wonderful year for me. everything was good (at least for me) and runs smoothly
:) alhamdulillah. lets hope for another wonderful year of 2012, for us & for everybody else too :)

things i missed for this year:

1 - vacation. sedihhhhh. maka kenelah qada' pada tahun ini!

2 - Hafdzuan's convocation. hahaha nasib laa badan, baby keluar awallah plak kali ni ;)


hello 2012!

Hadfina - 1 month

Fina turn 1 month yesterday.

pity her, kat muka skang ada rashes la pulak. put the blame on me, i took some supplement and cause all the rashes :( 

sedih tengok dia. harap-harap cepat laa muka licin kembali.

to be honest, taking care of fina is way different from hadzim.

hadzim masa baby, siang ke malam ke tido manjang. malam-malam bangun susu pastu sambung tido balik. cool and rilek jek lepak main sorang-sorang. and he got amazing skin, langsung tak pernah rashes (maybe masa tu sbb i didn't take any supplement / jamu kot). pendek kata memang senanglah jaga dia.

compared to fina, tersangatttt laa manja. anak perempuan kot :)

suka tahan mata, dah ngantuk pon cuba nak tahan. malam-malam bangun pastu bole plak lepak-lepak sampai 2, 3 jam (tapi malam td dah ok plak, harap-harap kekal laa malam ni dan malam-malam seterusnya). pastu sikit-sikit hek-hek (panggil org). dan sekarang rashes pulak :(

different baby different style laa kot ... now i can feel the different & make comparison. huhu.

hubs & I shaved her head on her day 21. sudah botakkk :) 

managed to capture bro - lil sis moment, finally :)

abang is playing his role very well right now :)

31 days. sikitttt jek lagi :)

baru 16 hari

disebabkan dari hari pertama lg dah start ngepam (have to supply milk to Fina since she was in NICU), tak pasal-pasal dah terrrrstart buat stok skali ...

baru 16 hari. frozen stok dah 100+ oz *alhamdulillah*. 

target setiap hari adalah 10oz perday utk buat stok. 

maka kalau 60 hari ..? owhhh damn. do i need a deep freezer? (still thinking).

nurse dah datang check baby, kata kulit dia cantik & tak de kuning. 

p/s tidak berkesempatan lagi nak capture moment abang-adik sbb abang jarang sgt pegi kat adik, so susah nak capture the moment. haihhh.

the birth story

wrote it as fast as i can before all the memories gone ;)

thursday, 24/11/11.

3pm - ada checkup di FPP dgn dr azmi. pegi sorang2 saje, hafdzuan ada meeting kat kl.

dr azmi cakap air ketuban dah ngam-ngam .. owhh noo .. i nak attend hafdzuan's convo on next wed (30/11/11)!! dr azmi cakap tak sempat. dia suggest to induce as soon as possible. dia suggest esok pagi jugak induce ..

blk checkup terus ke bank sebab nak settle hal ASB, nanti dah xsempat sebab ASB dah nk tutup on dec. mmg tak de rezeki, sampai CIMB bbb 4.05pm. lambat 5 minit jek, ASB dah tutup. aduhai, kene pegi esok pagi nampaknya. i texted dr azmi cakap xbole check in 8am esok sbb nak setel hal kat bank, should be in by 10++am.

9pm - balun tomyam kat kedai tomyam dekat dgn rumah ni ... pedas dan sedap. nyum nyum. and yeah, contractions begins. contractions masih level geli-geli kekdahnye. 

friday, 25/11/11.

7am - contractions mcm malam td, masih level geli-geli tp dah kerap sikit. xreti nak kira gap contractions so buat bodo dulu. tunggu hafdzuan balik jogging. pegi breakfast kedai mamak & CIMB bbb utk settle hal ASB. mmg Allah dah aturkan tak sempat settle ASB smlm rupanya ... 

10.30am, sampai hospital putrajaya. hafdzuan nak drop kat entrance sebab kene parking jauh tapi xpe laa parking jek jauh2, i bukan sakit sangat pon, still bole jalan kaki lagi.

tgh2 jalan kaki lenggang kangkung nak ke registration counter, terasa ada bloody show. terus ke toilet dan yeayyyyy ada bloody show (gembira sbb tak pernah dpt tanda mcm ni :)).

11.15am - check in executive ward. dpt bilik double dulu sementara tunggu bilik single clear.

1pm - dr azmi datang check VE. baru 1cm. sebab dah ada keluar tanda & contraction pon dah 1x/5min (damnnn tak rasa sgt pon) so tak payah induce. let it be naturally. alhamdulillah, seperti yg diharapkan. & dr azmi said before he left "i see u tomorrow". eyhhhh aku bersalin esok ke ..? :|

3pm - dapat tukar bilik single. yeahhh. owhh i still buat keje ofis masa dlm ward hiuhiuhiu ;) main FB but didnt mention to anyone that i was in the hospital already (cuma mariam saja yang tau :)).

bilik keramat. almost bersalin kat bilik ni je 

my final dinner. ok FPP ada menu mantop-mantop. bole pilih sendiri ekekke. ehhh bukan final lg sebenarnya. sempat suruh hafdzuan beli bubur mc d. had them at 10pm hiuhiuhiu.

11pm - dr on call datang check VE. damnnn still 1cm lg. 10 hours but still 1cm ..! bole plak nurse bakar line cakap budak bilik sblh baru pegi caesar sbb xde progress bukaan. ok thanks akak nurse!

saturday, 26/11/11.
2am - panggil akak nurse. contraction dah start kuat, 1x/3min. tp masih bole handle lg. mintak epidural tapi kene tunggu pagi baru bole dpt. nurse bg pathedine jek which is not helping at all. xde dr dtg check VE. ni laa susah FPP. dr on call tak nak usik patient FPP, nak kene tunggu own gynae to check on VE.

4am - sakit dah xbole blah. arghhh gile btol nak kene bertahan sakit mcm ni sampai pagi baru dpt epidural (dlm otak masa tu asyik fikir bersalin esok siang jek since dr azmi dah ckp mcm tu). semua tak kene. duduk tak kene, baring tak kene. hafdzuan sambil tu tolong picit belakang.

5am - ok rasa dah nak terberry sgt. pegi toilet tgk ada stain mcm kaler hijau which i know bukan datang dari lubang vuntut maknanya lubang dotdotdot. tak bole blah dah rasa nak meneran. hafdzuan terus panggil nurse ckp i dah nak meneran.
dr on call dtg check VE, dah full dilated!!! (11pm to 5am, 1cm dan terus full dilated!).
terus kalut transfer katil utk ke labor room.
rasa mcm time hadzim dulu, emergency, terus rush ke OT. but this time to labor room.
not sure tp rasanya mcm xsampai 5min dah sampai labor room. on the way kene tolak ke labor room nurse suruh tahan sikit jgn teran dulu (wth? mana boley tahan dah ..).
masuk jek labor room, transfer katil, xpayah nurse suruh i dah start meneran dah.

1st push - kuar rambut.
2nd push - kuar kepala.
3rd push - tiba2 teringat i should do a long push & a little bit screaming (hihi, mcm mana nak teran tanpa screaming hah ..?) dan terus baby melompat keluar. eyhhh dah keluar kew ..?
tak sampai seminit dlm labor room, hafdzuan baru ckp push (sekali 2 jek kot), nurse baru nak start cheering on me tapi dah keluar dah. alhamdulillah. it was easy for me. by the way, doctor on call yg sambut baby. dr azmi tak sempat datang. dia sampai jek semua sudah tamat. sampai2 terus tanya did i take any air selusuh or something sbb dia predict i bersalin sabtu thari. ok dr, u were right on baby's weight jek but not the delivery time. hehe :)

baby terus dibawa keluar (mcm hadzim jugak!! xsempat nak tgk baby masa basah-basah huhu) sebab tertelan najis masa deliver tu. dia dah berak dlm perut rupanya. the green stain yg keluar rupanya najis dia. dr azmi sambung buat jahitan which took him about 30mins. i had 3 stitches only.

lps tu nurse dtg bawak baby suruh breastfeed. masa tu laa rasa bunyi nafas dia still tak stabil & asked the doctor to re-check on the baby. sempat breastfeed baby for 1 hour. lps tu baby dah masuk NICU.

ketua sorak yang keletihan. tak tidur 1 malam. kesian.

saja nak tunjuk bilik single exec ward hosp putrajaya. ok la. lengkap ada tv, fridge, almari & sofa utk husband tido ehehe.

she was born on 26 nov 11. 5.15am. 2.84kg. 50cm. 

(photo credit to along & kak yunni)

we decided to name her as Hadfina Farwizah. nama haruslah initial H-F & begins with h-a-d jugak :)

Hadfina - matlamat kita.

Farwizah - berjaya, menang.

alhamdulillah. with all the efforts, pray & Allah's will, dapat jugak bersalin normal kali ni :) bersyukur sgt.
and yeah, i am one of the successful VBAC (Vaginal birth after caesarian) hiuhiuhiu =)

untuk yang nak tau cost bersalin di FPP, i kena rm2068 which includes 2 nights spent at single room exec ward & others are normal charges (with no epidural, no vacuum). mahu bersalin di sini lagi lepas ni, worth my single cents (but not in a short time. maybe 2015 ..? =) )