caught in the middle

i supposed to update on my so called-first run SCKLM but i was not in the mood to update.

the day before the event (sat, 23/6), hadzim was down with on-off fever and i fed him with medicine as needed.

thought he will be alright on the next day, as i planned to leave home by 3am (hubs full marathon flagged off at 4.30am and mine is at 7.15am).

the night before the event, my excited hubs (because it was my first run) prepared me all the running essentials - he placed the number bib on my shirt, choosed me the shirt (i supposed to wear his marathon finisher tshirt last year sebab sama kaler dgn this year yg sleeveless shirt, so sgt matching gitewww), water belt, water bottle and even the powergel (haha lari 10km pon siap powergel, hubs takut i pitam kat tgh jalan sbb dia tak bleh nak nolong punye). we slept at 9.30pm.

woke up at 2.30am. bathed. i noticed hadzim's fever is getting worse. he was shivering and was so warm. i bathed him. masukkan ubat buntut & feed him with medicine. pakaikan dia sweater & put him to sleep.

talk to hubs --- im not going. tak sampai hati nak pegi, nak tinggalkan dia. eventho kalau pegi pon teringat-ingat kat hadzim & rasa bersalah yg menebal, so better tak pegi. how to run when your mind is at home thinking about the sick son? and if anything bad happened during my absence..? sedih gile weyyy. siap menangis-nangis (drama 3am) sebab sedih sgt tak dapat pegi after all the preparations i've made.

pagi tu, hadzim dah ok dah. hadzim mmg jarang demam lama-lama, so walaupon i dah agak dia akan baik pagi tu tapi tak pelah i korbankan running i. tunggu next running jek la.

hubs completed his 2nd full marathon with about 5.5hr. habis run terus balik rumah, tak de mood nak look around pon because he was all alone (he said). kesian dia tak de gamba kat finish line hari ni. tunggu official photos at the web jek la ...  

full marathon finisher tshirt.
next year SCKLM bole la i pakai ni sbb the design will be this color plus yg ni ada sleeve. i loike!

3 .. and still counting.

 3

... years

3

... members

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soon to be

4

... years

4

... members

*blessed*

airport scenery

while waiting to board (at the airport), hafdzuan texted me.

hafdzuan: i miss hadzim already ...
me: what about me?
hafdzuan: u? not .. yet.
me: hdioahdoisioehfodvlkxdzflkdjf!!!!

breakfast

breakfast - the most important meal of the day. it keeps us in good tone for the rest of the day.
as far as i remember, i rarely (perhaps never?) skip my  breakfast since in school days until now (masa sekolah dulu of course laa mom will prepare the breakfast). breakfast may keep me awake and feel good during the morning meeting especially (kalau tak perut asyik bunyi & confirm could not focus in the meeting!).

hafdzuan learnt to take his breakfast after we get married. and as far as i remember, i never let him off to work without taking any breakfast (except during my confinement, mom took over the job or he will make his own).

here some of our breakfast menu, (its actually hubs preferrable).

toast bread with egg & slice of cheese

cereal (normally cornflakes) with fresh milk, raisins & nuts (wallnut / cashew / almond). still not enough for hafdzuan, must be complete with eggs (mix with cheese, tomato, capsicum, onion)

burger special (burger wrap with egg) & mustard on top 

potato with mince meat & egg

egg-dip-bread with cheese

mushroom soup with toast-garlic bread

nugget sandwiches (slice the nuggets into small pieces & mix with mayonise, onion & some salad - its my own recipe)

burger, egg, bread toast with cheese & pepper sprinkle

burger, egg & baked beans ( i love the cheese one)

more menus with no photos:

- half boiled eggs with soy sauce

- toast bread with butter & honey

- bread with peanut butter

- fried rice / fried noodle (which hafdzuan tak berapa prefer for his breakfast, dia suka yg western sajeeee)

anyway, whenever i feel bored from this menu, i rather get myself a nasi lemak / nasi kerabu / fried noodle on my way to work. but hafdzuan still prefer the home made breakfast (so nak tak nak harus buatkan breakfast dia walaupun diri sendiri tak makan kat rumah).

and here the favourite drink - a cup of milo or juice (apple / orange / guava)

 (milo photo - source: google)

have you get yourself a breakfast today?

i had my nasi lemak for today :)

p/s dapur tidak berasap sejak semalam sebab dah start pecah kat area dapur. hope can get the fire on asap!!

i wish u hit the 28 before me!

happy 28th birthday hubs.

sometimes i felt not sure if you're someone i can live with,

but i'm pretty sure you are the one i can't live without.

Hubby's new baby

haih.
im the one who's pregnant, but hubby get himself a baby before mine.

hubby with his new-born baby

the price? uhhh, almost a month pay.

running - done.

swimming - done.

bicycling - going to be done.

next - ? :)