still standing

govt clinic's due date - 20/06/09
private clinic 's due date - 27/06/09
which 1 to believe..?

i am confused.
but still standing here.
and hope for the best. definitely.

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dan duduk di rumah adalah sangat bosan.

17 is a good number

Hafdzuan kata ni kaki mak dinosaur:



kaki dah stat bengkak. dalam crocs yang bersaiz 9 pon nampak sangat penuh.
takkan nak kene pakai saiz 10? saiz 9 dah maksimum untuk saiz perempuan. dulu masa nak carik saiz 9 pon bape banyak kedai diteroka.

jari jemari yg dulu halus mulus juge sekarang sudah ketat dengan cincin kahwin & cincin tunang. perlukan pelincir utk mudah keluar.

adalah terasa sangat gemuks buat masa sekarang.
tolonglah jadikan aku kurus pada hari esok.
esok is a good day ... 17 is a good number you know ...
:)

esok saja ...
tolonglah ... tolong ...

3 weeks left

saya adalah sangat nervous kerana bulan Jun yang dinanti-nantikan akan tiba in a few days. oh my God, I am finally reaching my final month.

Jotting down some points for my own record & future reference :)

~ I went for final scanning to see the baby’s position, placenta, air ketuban, bla bla bla, & of course to confirm the baby’s gender (Hafdzuan adalah saiko sbb takut gender tiba-tiba lain pulak haha). Thank God, the baby’s gender still remains after 3x scanning. Saya adalah sangat gembira (Hafdzuan lebih gembire sebenarnya) because we were really put on high hopes to have the first child as x_ gender :)

~ My gynae said the baby is small (at 35weeks – baby is not even reached 2.5kg) & most probably the baby will come out less than 3kg. I am so relief. Tak kisah laa. Biar besar di luar, jangan besar di dalam. Thehehe.

~ I went thru the 9 months without any complications or bleeding or bad sickness or such - everything went smoothly. I considered myself as lucky & thanked for it. I just hope it goes well until the end of the journey.

~ Im still fit to cook everyday, menggosok sambil duduk, mengemop seluruh rumah malah menggunakan toilet cangkung … cuma nak potong kuku kaki jek gagal. haih.

~ All the checklist during pregnancy has been fulfilled:
i. baby’s stuff – checked
ii. confinement stuff – checked
iii. khatam Quran – checked
iv. air selusuh - checked
v. hospital bag – checked
vi. A&W root beer float – unchecked … yet (!!!)

~ Im thinking on some ideas to get the baby out exactly on June, 17. Anyone, please?


Most of all, saya adalah terbayang kehidupan yang indah selepas bersalin. 3 perkara yang benar-benar ingin dilakukan selepas bersalin:
- jog
- swim
- jump into hubby’s new bicycle (saya sangat terliur untuk test-bike basikalnya, tapi dia tak ijinkan buat masa sekarang)

but with the few days left, I should enjoy the final moment as a pregnant woman :)
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… seperti, menjoin aktiviti bowling & menjadi best female bowler in company’s bowling tournament held on last 3 weeks.

which one is bigger?

between the wedding & the womb

a short entry to update on my friend's wedding that i managed to attend in Batu Burok, Kuala Terengganu on last Satuday, & the latest figure of me at the month of 8.

N (Najhan Awanis) cik puan pengantin with his hubby. the others are my colleague during uni-time.

to mention here - i think i still looks smaller than Hafdzuan. that will be cool cum cute enough for me ;)

anyways, i still have another 4 weddings to attend until my delivery date. sempat ke..?

the girls with yours truly at 8 months preggy. still fit in baju kurung okeh

gambar curi ketika photo shoot dlm bilik. testing 1 2 3

no more any long journey after this. backache & pee-at-every-hours is killing me for long journey at this point.

but sunday will accompany Hafdzuan for his Larian Bomba 10km at Dataran. anyone joining..?

Final trimester makes the toilet be my best friend

hari ni aku boring nak buat keje.

Some recent updates about my 2nd trimester pregnancy & hopes towards the end of the 3rd trimester.

1. 3rd trimester situation:-
Me: Boss, I think I need to transfer my desk to the toiletlah. Since my statistic graph showed me I went to toilet about 12x/day during office hour.

2. 2nd trimester was the best trimester ever! Life went smoothly, only SOME physical changes were obviously. (some konon...)

3. I am currently in 30weeks, its equal to 7 months & 2 weeks. My weight is up to 70kg right now – sungguh ngeri bila tengok weighing machine, xpernah seumur hidup gue cecah 70kg. gue dah naik 10kg ok. Hope tercapailah impian gue to not exceed 75kg. pls baby don’t get too big. Susah mak nak jadik slim mcm bapak engkau nnt lepas bersalin. atau bapak, sila jadi sedikit gemuk boleh x..? supportlah sikit bro ;)

4. I have to stop swimming. Hurm, maybe starting from next week. or just being hippopotamus berendam di kolam sahaja while watching husband practicing,

5. I hope I still have enough strength to do all the housework – from cleaning to ironing to washing to cooking until the end of pregnancy. strength - pls come here. i really need u buddy. i dont want to get weak. sape nak buat semua keje rumah nnt..?

6. I failed to drink anmum’s milk or what so over pregnancy milk. But I do have a backup plan, switched to UHT milk, its much better. Susu ibu mengandung memang tak sedap, tak kire perisa coklat mahupon manggis. can you people be a bit creative by turning the pregnancy milk into a chocolate or keropok or sweets instead of liquid called milk? huh

7. i have at least 6 weeks to go to fulfill my wishlist – khatam quran again during pregnancy. insyaAllah I can make it. Still on my way. bravo.

8. Hospital Putrajaya - wad bersalin was on fire last week. Lemau betul. Mana aku nak beranak nih? Hope to hear some good news from the doctor when im picking up my booking delivery letter by end of the month. please. gue xmo bersalin di hospital kajang - burouks ;)

9. my BIG boss has arranged a lot of assignments for me until the final week of my delivery. Geramnyeeee. Mintak-mintak aku bersalin awal, padan muke u bosh … thehehe.

10. I really hope the baby will pop-out early so that I will have a birth mate, since I never had a birth mate in my life ... yet. :)

5 recent updates

Check-up in Government clinic
Since im going to deliver in Putrajaya Hospital, so I decided to have my checkup at government clinic. I went there last week – its just after 5 months pregnant. Cepat jugak laa, xlaa 2, 3 jam menunggu (or maybe sbb I dtg seawal 7.30am). The nurse make some noise kenapa dah 5 months baru nak datang *wink*. Betullah org ckp, nurse klinik gomen skrg mmg bagus-bagus, mantap, berkaliber, layanan mesra … (ok enough said).
The service was damn perfect. Kalau lah aku tau dr dulu lg aku dah pergi check-up kat klinik gomen. Banyak gile information diorang provide, plus the vitamins segala bagai dapat & the most important thing - they are FREE ;)

House defects – damn you developer
I went for inspection before they handed up my house keys. It was a lot of unacceptable & ridiculous defects (malas nak cerita defects apa, buat sakit hati saje) eventhough the developer is well known & established as well. Abah was around during inspection, as expected, he makes some BIG noise to the developer’s representative & turn his face green. Just after a week, I saw all the defects had been re-covered. Hope we can get the keys by end of this month & move in by March. To pay for 2 houses is a huge burden for us :(

He started making some yoga
Baby started making his moves on last Friday (maybe it came earlier, but I couldn’t figure it out… manalah tau, ni kan 1 st experience). The feeling is like – geli-geli, mcm ada org cucuk2 dlm perut tapi tak sakit laa, tapi sekejap on right side, sekejap lg on the left side. Its just 5 months, so the baby haven’t practice any martial art or kungfu yet, perhaps a yoga - smooth & tender :). I have no idea on how their future practice for the next 2 months ;). still, im loving it.

Swimming
I’m having a husband that is a sport-extreme-crazy. He kept himself fit by - jogging for 10km, swimming for 3km, & not included basketballs & futsals (yet to include … bicycling) – & he get me into his world, without any constraint.
Currently I’m joining him for swimming – that is all I am able to do now. And I think it is the best exercise for preggers, instead of yoga (amat boring ok). As the result, my weight is increasing at a right track & I am now can swim up to 50mx20laps… I am so happy with that, dulu nak lepas 50m pn sampai semput-semput ;)

Vacation is needed
Its been a while Hafdzuan & me haven’t go for any vacations. Our last honeymoon (in KK) was the final one. We have some plans for snorkeling activities, but I am not allowed to ride any boats because of the jarring movement. Anyhow, we are going to Terengganu on this Saturday to attend a friend’s wedding & stays there for a night. Staying at a chalet near the beach, makan ikan bakar, mandi laut pon jadilahhh ... asalkan ada laut jek namanya vacations laaa ;)

Gunners or Power Puff?

I am now entering the 2nd trimester. Alhamdulillah, everything went well so far.

Long story short, these are what I could summarized for my 1st trimester experienced:
1. Wee-wee --- pee is a must - at every hour. mlm2 tido boleh sampai 7x ke toilet. haih.
2. Vormitting --- seldom happened, maybe less than 10x. the final one was at roadside near PICC, when we were on our way to have our swimming. kenapa suddenly muntah? tu kene tanya Hafdzuan, sbb dia je tau kenapa (grrr)
3. Weight gaining --- only managed to put on 1kg for this 1st trimester. uh. im not sure to be happy or not.
4. Weird appetite / mengidam -- im craving not for food, but for swimming!
5. Weird attitude --- no at all, or maybe a bit sensitive ;)

These are only I could think for rite now. nothing much.

so, what is for 2nd trimester?

1. Wee-wee --- not as bad as the 1st trimester, now at normal range.
2. Swimming --- still can be proceed, eventho i feel like people around saying "isk perut buncit, patut laa g swimming" but who cares, ini bukan lemak ok?
3. Feeling the baby's movement --- not yet, but its going to be very soon.
4. Gunners or Power puff --- the favourite moment during 2nd trimester. i can now scan for baby's gender. Gunners baby or Power Puff girls? hurmmm. hope i can have the answer by next week. i just soooo can't wait.

getting taller

at wk 10:
In other developments: Your baby's limbs can bend now. His hands are flexed at the wrist and meet over his heart, and his feet may be long enough to meet in front of his body. The outline of his spine is clearly visible through translucent skin, and spinal nerves are beginning to stretch out from his spinal cord. Your baby's forehead temporarily bulges with his developing brain and sits very high on his head, which measures half the length of his body. From crown to rump, he's about 1 1/4 inches long. In the coming weeks, your baby will again double in size— to nearly 3 inches.

mitos: 1 1/4in = 31.75mm

actual: 38.7mm

exceeding = 6.95mm

dr: wahhh, your baby is very tall..
us: really? just like us :) (senyum sampai belakang kepala)

top 10 pada mg ke-6

i am now currently pregnant at wk 6:

1. aku masih tak percaya diri sendiri pregnant. tak tau kenapa aku rasa mcm tu. tp bile aku tengok balik perut kat cermin baru aku percaya.

2. banyak benda yg aku suke buat semasa perut kempis & slim shaddy dulu aku dah tak dapat buat lg dah. suke naik/turun tangga ofis/rumah laju-laju. suke makan nanas. suke air tebu. suke angkat barang berat. suke gi jogging. suke swimming. aduh, banyaknye dah kene potong. tp aku nak pegi jugak swimming weekend nih. tak kire.

3. dr yg aku baca, patutnye minggu lepas lg aku dah ada sickness apa jadah smua. tp aku pelik aku xde sickess langsung, cuma minggu lepas ada 1 hari tu aku bagun tido aku rasa mabuk laut, sembahyang subuh terhuyung-hayang, pastu masak air & buat breakfast utk wan, aku sempat landing kat lantai dapor. phew nasib baik 1 hari jek.

4. aku takde mengidam apa-apa pulak. cuma aku rasa wan jek yg nak mkn itu-ini. sape yg mengandung nih? haih.

5. seluar keje aku dah tak muat dah. seluar jeans aku pon dah tak boleh pakai. cuma ada beberapa seluar slack yg masih boleh muat. tupon muat-muat. aduh. aku rasa aku keluar pakai baju kurung or kain batik jek laa lepas nih.

6. aku dah beli seluar pregnant. kelakar seluar itu sbb mcm seluar kangaroo.

7. wan dah xkomplen suruh aku jadik seperti jessica alba lagi sekarang dan aku rasa gumbire ;)

8. wan makan lebih banyak dpd dulu, & lebih byk dpd aku. mcm mana tu?

9. sekarang ni aku pegi toilet setiap 2jam. maka dlm sehari aku ke toilet utk kenchh ialah sebanyak 12 kali. haih.

10. aku baru kat wk 6, another 30 weeks to go. 30 weeks ok. 30 weeks. lamanya..!

apakah? apakah??

apakah maksud tersirat di sebalik gambar ini?

clue sikit:

1. terkena buatan Hafdzuan

2. akan tidak period pain untuk suatu tempoh

3. membeli seluar & baju besar

4. menukar status diri

5. menerima kehadiran membe baru