10m exclusive bf

fina turns 10m on last week.

alhamdulillah, she was on exclusive bm until she reached 10m ... 

sudah start campur fm last week sebab supply dah xcukup ...makanya mission incompleted :(

(target nak 1y exclusive nampaknya tidak tercapai huhu). sedih :( :( :(

for record:

fina 1st 6months demand = 30oz per day (3oz x 10bottles) --- macam mana laa smua EBM stok x habis licin .. byk gile kot dia minum?

fina after start solids = 18oz per day (3oz x 6 bottles).

current performance my milk supply = 14oz .. so kenelah top up fm 1x or 2x / day .. tp ada hari xyah topup pon ok plak dia. depends.

harap-harap 1 box anmum 650g bertahan 2bulan (fm mahalll wooo .. bencikkkk).

fina at 10months:
- love pool very much. melompat-lompat sampai asyik tertelan air!
- can walk at 9.5m.
- have 4 teeths.
- kuat gila makan kottt. pantang tengok orang makan or mengunyah pasti datang menggesel mintak sikit seperti anak kucing! =)
- sukeeeeeee sangat mengutip. pastu masuk mulut test dulu bole makan ke x. kalau xbole makan spill it uot!
- can wave her hands when we said bye-bye.
- climbing the stairs after she learn to walk (unlike abang who climbed stairs at 7m & walk by 8.5m).
- sukeeee sangat kacau abang dia. sama 'naik' dgn abang.
- kuat melompat & shaking her bon-bon, haha.

puasa

there's nothing much to update time puasa-puasa ni.

cuma --- ramai plak kengkawan bersalin / berpantang time puasa ni. i kesian kat uolz, ahaks ;) jangan lupe ganti puasa nanti hihi (eh gelakkan orang plak, eksyen kau ye).

i letih gile puasa ni, maklumlah, breastfeed... susu pon tak meriah mana dah, around 12-15oz jek dapat time office hour. ngam-ngam utk fina. kalau xngam korek frozen ebm yg tinggal 2 3 ketui tu lagik.

alhamdulillah masih berpuasa penuh (sebab exclusive bf ye, jangan jadi spekulasi pregnant pulak). harap-harap puasa penuh lagi kali ni. kalau dapat puasa penuh tahun ni maknanya -- puasa penuh 2 years in a row! (waving hand ala-ala miss world).

first 2weeks puasa i lost 2kg uolz. so now im back to pre-pregnant weight (62kg). sikit lagi nak pre-wedding weight (60kg .. heyy berat i mmg 60kg dr sblm kawen sampai laa lps beranak, tp time hadzim dulu pernah turun sampai 57kg hihihi).

puasa ni manjang layan olympic, siang malam. sahur tadi celik mata terus bukak espnews nak tengok result pandalela. dah agak dia mesti menang medal, tapi ada orang kena janji dikerati hahahhaa lawak btol johar*pa*n time puasa-puasa ni, padan muke ngko.

esok balik kampung berbuka dengan nenek di kuantan.

yeah.

ok la, malas nak update dah.

letih bebenor...

letih puasa nih ...

fina & demam campak

fina dah kena demam campak minggu lepas .. tak pasti dari mana dia dapat, sebab hadzim tak kena, we olz pon tak keluar rumah (because hafdzuan was away to cambodia for a week).

start dengan demam panas selama 3 hari, pastu 2hari ok, pastu campak (tapi tak demam) around 5days.

sekarang dah cantiks semula. weeeeeeeeeeee. 

dah bawak jalan-jalan cari baju raya minggu lepas & tengok wayang hihi :)

d ah ada selera makan balik ... fina refused to take any blended food. and i fed her with nasi lenyek currently, and bread .. hadoi ...

walaupon demam tapi tetap ke sana ke mari macam biasa (plus merengek laa, anak pempuan manja hoiiiiihh).. fina ni sama progress dengan hadzim .. macam ada potensi utk cepat jalan mcm hadzim .. hadoi ... (sebenarnya ibu nak cepat cakap sebab tak mo mcm abang hadzim yang cepat sangat berjalan maka lambat sangat bercakap huahuahua). 

suka main mainan abang. selalu berebut kete-kete abang tu ... 

weekend outing, g tengok wayang ... 2nd time fina tengok wayang ni. mmg terbaek ... tahan dia daripada tido sejak pagi, masuk wayang terperajat jap dia tengok tv besau, pastu susukan dia & terus tido sampai habis movie. thumbs up to fina! :) harap-harap lepas ni senang laa bawak fina tengok wayang lg.

p/s selamat berpuasa untuk semua. esok baju raya hunting untuk anak-anak :)

6 months achievement

fina turns 6 months last week.

maka dengan itu sudah tercapailah hasrat untuk exclusive bf for first 6 months *clap clap*

next target is 1 year, definitely. semoga tercapai hasrat hati :)

produk susuibu 6 bulan. saje nak tunjuk peha gebu itewww.

 fina at 6 months --- dah mengesot + merangkak (sikit-sikit) sampai ke dapur ke depan ke belakang. can sit (with support).

fina already on her solid food at 5m2w, sbb haku dah tak tahan dia punye kuat susu masyaAllah ... 30oz per day! so dah panic sgt haruslah bg makan terus (ngelat) hihi. ebm dah tak macam bukit dah, ada around 20+packets ... sejak dah on solid dah tak berapa guna ebm, hari-hari minum yang segar dari ladang ahaksss.

i cooked for her fresh meal every morning (bubur halus, blend beras siap2 mcm yg Fatih ajar). it only took 10mins to cook! petang plak makan oat (blend jugak).

nanti nak masak macam-macam menu utk dia.can't wait!!!

updates on hadzim

dah lama tak update pasal hadzim.

he will be 3 years old this june.

so here some updates on him, to keep the memories remains :)

1. hadzim on swimming & running

to be suprised, hadzim able to do 50metres non stop swim (of course with his float) on his own. haihhh letih ibu nak mengejar dia sebab kene swim slow-slow kat tempat dalam sebab nak monitor dia haha. lepas ni target nak pakai arm float jek pulak.

hadzim dah buat non stop running almost 2km kat park masa teman ibu jog setiap petang ahad (did i update, i started my jogging routine already, preparing for SCKLM hihihi). hopefully by 6yo dah bole join ibu & ayah for running event :)

hadzim yang bising gile bila swim dok panggil ibu laa ayah laa masa swim kat pool UKM, our weekend activity

2. hadzim on fighting
tak tahulah what happen actually because the teachers didn't notice too. the fight was at his school. tetiba jek ada parut kat muka & belakang leher. macam kene cucuk dgn pencil. but he did not cry. asked him but he refused to say anything. i bukanlah  mak yg kiasu sangat tapi haruslah i kene tau. so i called the teacher & asked her what happen. petang tu jugak teacher dia datang rumah mintak maaf. by next week we already knew who did this. budak kat tadika dia yang nama azim jugak hahaha. orang nama hadzim semua "baik" macam ni kot ;)

sian hadzim muka calar  (left cheek). dah kurang hantaran. ahaksssss.

3. hadzim on brotherhood

dah bole share mainan dengan fina walaupon kadang-kadang dia main kete atas badan fina masa fina tengah tido ;)

suka main game kat iphone pastu amik jari fina suruh tekan sekali suruh main. comel! tak pon dia suruh fina tengok dia main haha.

hadzim tengah ajar fina abc 

fina boring jek kene paksa tengok abang main game

abang tak habis-habis ajar psl vehicle, ajar laa psl barbie plak ... hihi

4. hadzim on camera pose

tak tahu laa mana dia belajar, tetiba jek mcm pandai posing depan camera. buat peace laaa (which is we never taught him), buat memek muka laa & paling tak tahan gamba jelir lidah hahahaa (we never taught him!)

tetiba jek dah tau amik gamba siap buat peace sign 

posing apa gaya tak tau laaa

 ni tak tau laa gaya malu apa

 haaaa ni posing paling tak tahan!!! tekejut we olz tetiba jek dia posing mcm ni bila nampak camera haha

5. hadzim on schooling

rasanya berbaloi betul hantar dia masuk playschool sekarang. dah bole kenal which one is a, b, k, p, semua sekalilah sampai z! surprise gile. dah kenal bentuk square semua & color :)

duduk kat rumah pon kadang-kadang dia amik pencil color & color buku dia. 

bukak laptop & pilih movie sendiri memang dah boleh, sekarang dah pandai  pegi kat control panel & unmute sebab nak tengok movie hahahha (i selalunya mutekan laptop i).
teruja bila jumpa digger ke scorpion ke budlozer tepi jalan construction.

6. hadzim on basketball / football

geram dengan hadzim yang dah pandai pilih baju sendiri sekarang, manjang nak pakai baju basketball / football (baju arsenal dia). sampai menangis-nangis nak g school pakai baju basketball. aduhaiiii.

errrr tak de plak gamba hadzim pakai baju arsenal. letak ni jek laa. gamba hubs dapat souveniour from my mom who just came back from her europe trip last monday. tapi ayah jek dapat barang2 arsenal, hadzim dapat baju lain ;). tapi hadzim lenjan jugak jersi baru beli arsenal ayah tu malam tu jugak :)

sudah sunat!

pada suatu malam, setelah sekian lama si ibu bapa mendragkan upacara men-sunatkan anak perempuannya disebabkan pelbagai masalah (doctor locum la, doctor laki bertugas la, tak buat on weekend laa), maka tanpa berlengah-lengah lagi si ibu dan si ayah telah membawa anak perempuannya ke klinik islam untuk tujuan tersebut. tidak diendahkan walaupun malam sudah menjelma, yang penting misi untuk mensunatkan anak perempuannya tercapai pada hari tersebut.

 inilah anak perempuannya yang berusia 4bulan 1mg) yang kelihatan terkejut dengan keputusan ibu bapanya untuk membawa anaknya ke klinik untuk disunatkan pada malam itu juga (2/4/12, 8.30pm). 

sampai sahaja di klinik, kelihatan begitu ramai orang sekali. waktu menunggu adalah hampir sejam. ibunya kelihatan semakin resah kerana berdebar untuk mensunatkan anak perempuannya.
setelah tiba gilirannya, maka si ibu dan si ayah masuk ke dalam bilik doktor & memberitahu hajat mereka.
anak perempuannya disuruh berbaring di atas katil yang disediakan.

anak perempuannya sudah dibuka seluarnya & bersedia untuk disunatkan.

doktor perempuan yang akan melakukan pen-sunatan anak kecik itu telah mengeluarkan gunting & memberitahu kepada si ibu bapa, 

gunting hujung sikit ni jek ... 

si ibu yang biasanya agak rock (tapi malam ni jadik penakut plak) tapi masih nak tengok upacara tersebut memegang anak keciknya supaya tidak banyak bergerak. doktor kata,

agah-agah dia sikit. biar dia ketawa-ketawa.

si ayah pon mengagah-agah anak keciknya. anak keciknya ketawa-ketawa gembira sebelum doktor tersebut zasssssss menggunting hujung tutttt nya. anak keciknya yang pada mulanya ketawa kerana diagah oleh ayahnye tiba-tiba terdiam terkedu namun tidak menangis. kelihatan konfius sekali.

si ibu pula yang konon-konon berani nak tengok, telah terrrrrpalingkan mukanya ke arah lain sesambil terasa ngilu tak pasal-pasal, macamlah dia yang kene sunat.

ok sudah setel, setelah terlihat darah. doktor kata,

ni ada darah sikit ni. ni saya letak kapas nanti balik keluarkan kapas dan letak cream pada tutt nya. bagi ubat sekali. kemungkinan dia akan menangis bila kencing nanti sebab pedih.

sedikit ubat makan & krim sapu diberikan oleh pembantu klinik tersebut. dan si ibu membayar rm25 (murah jek sunat pempuan, sunat laki mahal lgggg).

keluar sahaja daripada klinik, si ibu yang tak habis-habis rasa ngilunya tetiba terkeluar air mata kewanitaannya yang konon-konon feel the pain seraya berkata pada si ayahnya,

eyhhhh ... i plak yang rasa ngilu ... tapi kenapa fina cool jek ..?

si budak kecik pulang dengan perasaan gembira, ketawa-ketawa. tidak menangis langsung. terer btol si kecik ni.

si ibunya masih rasa ngilu sampai meliu-liut badannya kalau teringat peristiwa sunat tu.

balik tu, si ibu tukarkan pampers anak keciknya. nak letak ubat pada tutnya pon si ibu bertolak-tolak pada nenek si kecik & bapa si kecik --- nampaknya semua penakut. akhirnye si ibu yang letak cream sambil terasa ngilu (yang tak habis-habis lagi).

tapi si kecik tak de plak menangis (sebab kesakitan, menangis sikit-sikit sebab nak tido jek ada la).hebat betul budak kecik ni! ibunya nak tido pon rasa ngilu lagi (dah tido barulah hilang rasa ngilu).

fuhhhhhhh.
maka selesai sudah misi si ibu untuk mensunatkan anaknya.

lega! (lagi lega sebab si kecik tak meragam hehe).

righty has more than lefty?

this morning, my normal output --- righty is more than lefty.

significant different!
anyone facing such problem?
just doing some reading in internet --- yes, its normal.
so don't need to worry!

ok dah bole balik sekarang.

a schedule for working mom-of-2

6.05am - the alarm clock make noise. terus off (i'm not the type who will snooze the alarm hehe). bath, solat, prepare baju siang & baju tidur for fina & hadzim. so that my mom will not need to naik turun tangga to take fina / hadzim's cloth.


6.30am - switch on tv & watch  listen to the news (sebab malam-malam skang dah tak tengok news hal dunia, dok bz layan cite korea at 8pm). prepare breakfast for hafdzuan & hadzim. for hadzim - breakfast kat rumah + bekal to his playschool skali. 


6.50am - i make sure i started pump at this time. pumping time must ends at 7.10am no matter what, cannot beyond the time! served fresh milk for fina. pack the pumping set & place them next to door (takut tertinggal punye pasal).


7.15am - prepare myself to work. mom helps to bath & prepare hadzim to school. i prepared hafdzuan's working attire (i try not to forget to choose his tie, if not he will belasah whatever color to wear eventhough the tie's color did not match with his shirt & that makes my eyes sick!). had my breakfast sambil-sambil suap hadzim.  


7.35am - start the car's engine. hubs back from his jogging / bicycling (morning exercise, yeahhh my husband do runs before off to work, gile betui), salam cemolot him & send hadzim to his school (kalau i dah lambat hubs will send him).


8am - 6pm --- working time.


6.30pm - drive like a mad woman & try to arrive home by this time. and do whatever it takes as a mom / wife duty (not need to state because the time does not need to be rushed).


12am - i will make sure i will off to lalaland by this time (if i was happen to be found online during this time, it means hubs is out of the country so i need to online to chat with him :D)




i just want to jot down this schedule for my own memory to be treasured, one daylah, masa dah anak 3 ke. to see how hectic my life was when i have 2 kids (i bet its going to be more hectic when i got 3 later-later-later (byk btol later dgn harapan lambat lagi laaa kan!)). and yeah, this schedule is not applicable who don't have their mom who stays together with them ;)  
mom does help me a lot --- she bathed the kids & cook for dinner too (i cooked dinner, sometimes, depends). tak aci kan? elehhhh korang jelesjelesjeles sebab tak dapat makan masakan omak as often as i am :P


dulu masa anak sorang i bgn pkl 6.20am. sekarang anak 2 org bangun pkl 6.05am.
mungkinkah anak dah 3 nanti i will start my day at 5.30am ..? hurmmmm. 


so how about other moms who runs their daily schedule with only their partner at home & does not have any help like me? i'm pretty sure your schedule is as packed as a prime minister (cewahhh) :)




p/s mom will take her 2 weeks break & going for Europe trip in 2 weeks time. its going to be a hectic morning for me. bring it on!

my second born

after my first born, here are notes for my second born (to be treasured for the whole life).


1. WAS YOUR SECOND PREGNANCY PLANNED?
yes. i wanted to deliver some date in November or December. i wished for end-of-the-year baby!

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
belum. ngeeeeeeeeee (jadah soklan x releven utk anak ke-2).

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTION?
very happy & super excited. i tested the urine test on the first day i should get my period (i know, tak saba gile). 

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
28 (almost 29).

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
pregnancy test kit.

6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
hafdzuan definitely. 

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
at first we don't want to know the gender, wanna have some surprise in labor room. but, 9 months is a very longggg journey to go thru without knowing the gender, we cannot tahan anymore. susah nak buat preparation. so we did the ultra scan 3x, including 4d scan but still couldn't see the gender. frust betul. only by 34wks, when i did my FPP checkup with dr azmi (and hafdzuan was in Taiwan at that time), dr azmi told me the gender. frust betul hafdzuan who did not hear it himself (everytime dapat tau gender mesti dia tak de skali. baby takmo tunjuk gender kat ayah kekdahnye). 

8. DUE DATE?
1 Dec 2011

9. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN?
26 November 2011

10. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
2.84kg

11. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
a few times. the worst one - i remembered i threw up in the office toilet once. it was at my wk14, i threw up because somebody had eaten the whole lorry of petai the day before (i know who you are) were doing business in the toilet & berbau petai. dengggggggg (hampir pengsan haku)!!

12. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
not exactly the food, i crave to eat at expensive restaurants hahaha ;) hafdzuan complain cakap bankrupt laa ini macam :P

13. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
nil

14. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHILD'S SEX?
female

15. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
hurmmm. hubs wished for boy, senang nak buat team relay triathlon nanti kekdahnye. but for me, i dont mind bout the gender. if its a boy - hubs get what he wants, if its a girl - we are lucky because we already have a pair, nothing to complain ;)

16. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
11kg 

17. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
no

18. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
-

19. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
no at all. besides, no heart burn & no cramps this time :) only at the end of pregnancy (wk39), dr azmi finds out my water bag was getting reduce thus he suggested for induce.

20. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
putrajaya hospital, but this time thru FPP scheme.

21. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
2 minutes jek kot, i almost deliver in the ward!

22. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
hafdzuan the husband. we went to CIMB first, have breakfast at mamak and only then to the hospital. had bloody show once i reach hospital thus i don't need to be induced. 

23. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
doctor, midwives, nurses and who ever should be in the roomlah. and hafdzuan too :) he was all the way with me, until the delivering process.

24. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
SVD (spontaneous vaginal delivery).

25. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
pathedine (buang masa, doesnt ease the pain at all kahkahkah).

26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Hadfina Farwizah binti Mohd Hafdzuan
(both of us choose the first name, while second name was hafdzuan's choice).

27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
3 months

Ebm stocks

next week will be my first month of working after come back from my maternity leave.

to tell the truth, i started work with almost 500 oz stocks of ebm. 

due to limited space in my own fridge and i still have to store chickens, fishes, nuggets & etc (kalau tak dapur tak berasap laa takkan nak hidang ebm stocks kat laki), i have to tumpang my cousin's fridge (who live in front of my  house!) as my fridge can't afford to store all of them, maklumlah fridge 2 pintu sajewww bukan yang jenis 2 pintu-bukak-kanan-kiri-macam almari. 

im so worried & keep bothering my mind, where the hell to store my ebm once i started work --- im trying to avoid to buy deep freezer (yeahhh im that stingy plus the bonus has not come out yet that explains why im so stingy kehkehkeh).

then the idea of where-to-store-my-ebm comes when i started my work.

my office fridge! hiuhiuhiu :)

luckily i got the permission from HR dept (as the fridge own by HR team) to use the freezer.

here are my stocks, almost 40 packets of 5 / 6 / 7oz (in the bekas dadih one is not mine, it was my colleague who pumped in the office too. i harap dia tak stress tengok stok i ni hihihi).

i never brought them back, yet. buat macam fridge sendiri plak, ewah ewah.
need to clear all the stocks in my fridge first before i bring them back.
(i've cleared stocks in my cousin's fridge, and now my own fridge pulak).

tp be honest, susu haku tak de laa mencurah-curah sangat. most of the time i could get around 4-7 oz per pumping (for both boobs) and im so freaking jealous (bila mode dengki datang) to those who can able to get 8oz or more per pumping.
tapi kalau banyak sangat pon kang kene beli deep freezer plak (here come the stingy thinking).
so tak pe la, i think the amount is enough for my little girl right now (amount akan rasa cukup sebab stok tgh byk, i will be panic-at-the-disco when i open my fridge and there are only 3 packets left).

 

my almost 3 months baby. 3 months to go for 6months exclusive breastfeeding, alhamdulillah (target sikit2 dulu takut mental huhu). 

eh, by the way, sape kata baby girl tak kuat susu??? fina sama naik jek dengan hadzim. i have to prepare about 3oz x 7 bottle (total = 21oz) per day, okeh ..?

dengan ini, i annouced "teori baby boy lebih kuat menyusu daripada baby girl" adalah tidak boleh dipakai sama sekali (untuk i) huhu.

p/s congrats to my childhood bff Lilia who delivered her 2nd boy on last wed. boboiboys rules - more cars & trucks in the house yoo & happy breastfeeding ;)

occupied ... as for now :)

my hands are occupied ... as for now :)

my very first photo with both of them.

hadzim vs hadfina

disebabkan i dah ada sepasang anak (cewahhh), maka i dah boleh nampak sedikit sebanyak perbezaan antara mereka. raising both of them makes me can compare on their behavior during baby's stage :)
(this is just a note to myself so that the memory will remains).

 hadzim (left) & hadfina (right) on their first day 

my boy, Hadzim Faeiq was born on 30/6/2009, at 40w10d, weighing 3.04kg, length 53cm, emergency c-sect delivery.

my girl, Hadfina Farwizah was born on 26/11/11, at 39w2d, weighing 2.84kg, length 50cm, vaginal delivery.

hadzim (left) & hadfina (right) - photo was taken during their 1st month

both of them had their first breastfeeding on their very first day.
hadzim lewat sikit, was fed 6 hours after the operation.
while fina was fed 1 hour right after she delivered. tapi lepas bf, fina ditahan pula di NICU selama 4 hari maka she was fed using tube / bottle while she was there.
between both of them, hadzim was very good in sucking, tapi fina selalu jek terlepas masa awal-awal tu. lama juga laa nak adapt. maybe because she had been using bottle on her first 4 days.

hadzim tanggal pusat pada hari ke-4. fina pula pada hari ke-7.

hadzim adalah baby yang sangat baik (semasa baby laaa .. sekarang ..? hahahha!!!). tak suka tahan mata kalau mengantuk. tido manjang. sekali tido memang 2-3 jam. unlike fina, suka tahan mata. tido kejap-kejap saja. kecuali kalau dah mengantuk sangat barulah dia tido panjang, tapi sebelum tu dia akan mengamuk dulu barulah tido.

hadzim has very beautiful skin, tak pernah ada rashes, not even once. and i don't give a damn on rashes cream at all masa tu sebab tak pernah beli. unlike fina, kena rashes kat muka, leher, buntut, kepala (sebab cukur rambut awal sangat). maka haruslah barang mekap fina ni adalah banyak - rashes cream, nappy cream, mandi pon pakai sebamed (sebelum ni i tak pernah tau pon pasal sebamed). skin fina agak sensitif juga. fina tak boleh tidur atas cadar i, kalau tak naik laa rashes. jadi dia kene tidur atas tilam dia, ataupon beralaskan kain bersih lain. aduhai princess abesss.

hadzim (left) & hadfina (right) - photo was taken during their 2nd month

jarang sekali dapat dengar hadzim menangis masa dia baby dulu. fina plak tak de laa kerap sangat menangis, tp kalau nak dibandingkan dgn hadzim dia kuat sikit laa menangis. suara pun boleh tahan kuat jugak. baby girl kot, manja lebih ;)

hadzim sangatlah suka mandi, tak pernah menangis masa mandi. mungkin sebab masa pregnantkan hadzim dulu i banyak swimming (until 8 months pegi swimming lagi yo!). by 2 months hadzim dah tak mandi pakai air panas dah, bedal saja mandi kat sink dengan air paip yang sejuk. unlike fina, setiap kali mandi mesti nangis, takut air! nangis stok kene pukul punye, sampai meraung-raung. mula-mula tu sape-sape mandikan dia panik laa dengar dia nangis, lama-lama dah biasa dah. mungkin fina jadi macam tu sebab i langsung tak pergi swimming time pregnantkan dia. so next-pregnant must-go-for-swimming. lesson learnt!

hadzim suka ngempeng. nak tido kene ngempeng. kadang-kadang sepanjang malam dia tido sambil ngempeng. fina plak tak suka ngempeng dan tidak bergantung kepada ngempeng untuk tido. once she done, she will immediately released the nipple. masa tido malam pon sama, sampai i tak sedar bilalah dia unlock ;)

hadzim tak cerewet part susu. be it susu sejuk (tak sempat panas sepenuhnya) or fm, semua dia balun. unlike fina, she refused to drink ebm, siap buat muka lain maybe sbb rasa dah lain kot (tapi i paksa juga, so sekarang dah ok dah). i can see i will face the problem when switching fina's milk to fm later, she is so choosy!

hadzim tido malam bangun 2-4 kali untuk bf. while fina 1-2 times only. i is suka!!

bila tukar pampers hadzim time dia tengah tido, dia akan rilek jek tido. fina plak selalunya menagis time tukar pampers, masa tengah tido tukar pampers pon dia akan nangis. lepas tukar terus tido balik. fina really don't like pampers changing.

during first 2 months, hadzim berak between 6-8 times per day. while fina 3-5 times. baby girl kurang berak kah ..?

hadzim bole main sorang-sorang, chill sorang-sorang sambil tengok tv & lepak diam-diam kat bouncer dia. while fina cepat boring kalau duduk sorang-sorang, mulalah dia panggil-panggil orang dan suruh angkat dia. akan melalak kalau tak de orang angkat dia. lebih suka position berdiri daripada baring bila pegang dia. ohhh mengadewww.

i rasa fina lebih bergerak aktif compared to hadzim. fina tak reti duduk diam, tangan kaki semua asyik bergerak-gerak, kalau pakai selimut abis semua dia tolak. kalau pakai booties pon entah mana-mana tercampak (booties fina banyak hilang sebelah, entah mana-mana laaa jatuh). pernah sekali entah mcm mana fina buat sampai tertanggal seluar panjang dia, terbugil pakai pampers jek. eyhhh dia dah pandai bukak seluar sendiri ke..? hehe. i have no idea how she could do that ...

(itu saja yang dapat i fikir buat masa sekarang).

mama kata, bersalinkan hadzim susah, dah laa overdue, baby distress & kena caesar. bila dah caesar maka lambatlah nak recover. sebab tu Allah bagi hadzim yang baik & mudah dijaga masa dalam pantang. segala-galanya senang untuk hadzim.
tak seperti hadfina. sangat mudah bersalinkan dia, sakit sekejap jek & dapat deliver normal (Allah bagi apa yang i doa & harapkan). tapi dugaan datang ketika menjaganya, macam-macam kerenah. memang diva abis, haha.
tak pelah ... God is just being fair.
dan i terima dengan hati yang terbuka
*smile*

Hadfina - 1 month

Fina turn 1 month yesterday.

pity her, kat muka skang ada rashes la pulak. put the blame on me, i took some supplement and cause all the rashes :( 

sedih tengok dia. harap-harap cepat laa muka licin kembali.

to be honest, taking care of fina is way different from hadzim.

hadzim masa baby, siang ke malam ke tido manjang. malam-malam bangun susu pastu sambung tido balik. cool and rilek jek lepak main sorang-sorang. and he got amazing skin, langsung tak pernah rashes (maybe masa tu sbb i didn't take any supplement / jamu kot). pendek kata memang senanglah jaga dia.

compared to fina, tersangatttt laa manja. anak perempuan kot :)

suka tahan mata, dah ngantuk pon cuba nak tahan. malam-malam bangun pastu bole plak lepak-lepak sampai 2, 3 jam (tapi malam td dah ok plak, harap-harap kekal laa malam ni dan malam-malam seterusnya). pastu sikit-sikit hek-hek (panggil org). dan sekarang rashes pulak :(

different baby different style laa kot ... now i can feel the different & make comparison. huhu.

hubs & I shaved her head on her day 21. sudah botakkk :) 

managed to capture bro - lil sis moment, finally :)

abang is playing his role very well right now :)

31 days. sikitttt jek lagi :)

baru 16 hari

disebabkan dari hari pertama lg dah start ngepam (have to supply milk to Fina since she was in NICU), tak pasal-pasal dah terrrrstart buat stok skali ...

baru 16 hari. frozen stok dah 100+ oz *alhamdulillah*. 

target setiap hari adalah 10oz perday utk buat stok. 

maka kalau 60 hari ..? owhhh damn. do i need a deep freezer? (still thinking).

nurse dah datang check baby, kata kulit dia cantik & tak de kuning. 

p/s tidak berkesempatan lagi nak capture moment abang-adik sbb abang jarang sgt pegi kat adik, so susah nak capture the moment. haihhh.

wishlist at 2nd pregnancy

when i was pregnant with hadzim (back in 2009), i have to limit all my pregnancy wish because i was busy with our new house. masa tu laa nak pindah rumah, masa tu laa nak dapat baby. haihhhh. so we spent mostly on house stuff, baby's stuff adalah so-so sahaja :|

alhamdulillah kali ni ada rezeki lebih sikit, and hafdzuan has confirmed & transferred to pension scheme (hehe for govt staff you know what it meant right? :) *senyum sampai telinga* maka boleh laa nak wish macam-macam :)


1. Double electric breast pump
masa hadzim pakai manual pump jek, bertahan jugak mengepam sampai hadzim 14bln (stop pumping at 14months). sebab dah tau ability diri sendiri utk breastfeed for 2nd time ni (InsyaAllah), so mmg target nak angkat 1 double electric breastpump kali ni. i choosed ameda lactaline double pump. nak beli FS tak mampu (huahuahuaha).

angkut this package masa baby ekspo kat midv yesterday. package from mom's litle ones, rm888 consist of ameda double pump, ameda manual pump (kalau beli kat kedai susuibu xdpt free manual pump), cooler bag, 3 ice packs, 6 MLO bottles. me like it!

2. Babymoon
teringin nak ke Cameron highland for babymoon, tapi tak sempat *sobsob* but managed to get to Bukit tinggi. jadik laaaaa. insyaAllah going for vacation after the maternity leave ;) 2012 ialah tahun enjoyyyy (huehuehuehue).

bahan bukti ke Bukit Tinggi

3. Food craving
from IKEA meatballs to chinese food & shark fins soup to kedai makan arab (mandi rice, nasi khabsah, nasi maklupa & etc) to Kenny rogers to TGI to Bubba gump to Fish manhattan to Tony romas to bbq (with my family) ---> all checked!!! hahahaha puas hati mak (thank you very much hubs for layan kepala ini :))

my final food craving. tony romas, midv, yesterday. ehem, excuse me for looking fat (pregnant woman always looks fat isn't it ..?)

4. Movies list

another 3 movies for this month.

tin tin - checked! (had yesterday at GSC midv).

puss in the boots (this coming weekend, insyaAllah sempat --- i hope).

happy feet 2 - review ckp tak best. so xpe laa xtengok pon xpe. cancelled!

going to be my final movie before cuti-setahun-daripada-tengok-wayang

5. Water filter & dispenser

ehhh ni pon masuk dlm list ke ...? huehuehuhe. wanted this water filter completed with warm, hot & cold dispenser. going to be installed today. it helps my mom to re-heat the ebm later (tak mahu susahkan dia kene masak air panas every time to re-heat ebm) or to make hot milo (as per hafdzuan's demand) at every night :)

"mahu milo? ok sekarang jugak i buatttt" --- a reason when hafdzuan menyoal siasat why do i need this dispenser. hihihii. and it works.

6. Spanx

has promised hubs to get back to my pre-pregnancy weight & to have better figure. so here the effort. hope it works!

bought here 

7. Khatam quran

(ok this one not going to involve cash, but involved the time & effort).

i wish to khatam quran for every pregnancy. mahu baby khatam quran semasa di dalam perut lagi. alhamdulillah i made it, again.

done at 35weeks :)

ok im done with the pregnancy wish list.

and ready for labour. 

ehhhh no, another one in the list --- hafdzuan's convo on next week wednesday ...! pls baby, do not pop out until next wednesday oh-kay ..?

:)