sekalung tahniah...

tahniah kepada mohd hafdzuan admi yg tlg berjaya mendapat kerja di sony bangi.

saya cinta sama kamu.

sajek bosan-bosan ...

i've been tagged!

thanks to min. and here you go ...

4 Jobs :
1- student
2- keje pizza hut masa tunggu result spm kat duty free zone jb
3- praktikal 6bln kat Telekom Research and Development, serdang
4- engineer (esok start .. hahahahha)

4 Movies that i like:
1- cinderella man
2- pirate of the carribean
3- remember the titans
4- sweet home alabama
(and the list goes on actually ...)

4 Places I've lived :
1- kuantan, pahang
2- bandar baru uda, jb
3- flat bosnia, tmn sri serdang
4- parit raja, batu pahat
(actually i moved a lot. this is only a few that i could remembered and listed down..)

4 Favourite TV Series :
1- desperate housewives (season 1 and 2)
2- lost (season 1 and 2)
3- house
4- my wife and kids

4 Places I've Been On Vacation :
1- mekah + medina + jeddah (i went for umrah)
2- penang
3- sabah (the island and the mountain are included!)
4- pulau perhentian
(actually i've been on vacation a lot, and i've been all around malaysia except sarawak)

The 4 blogs I visit daily :
1- not in favour of terrorism ++ mohd hafdzuan's personal vault of thoughts, compaints, etc
2- kosong itu indah
3- afdlin shauki : inside of my head
4- bicara lewat malam

4 of my Favourite foods :
1- cheese cake
2- nasik kerabu
3- spegetti with white mushroom gravy
4- apa2 masak dgn kuey tiaw; esp kuey tiaw tomyam

4 Places I'd rather be :
1- with my mom . (my mom soo good in cooking and i really need it!)
2- jb! jb is cool mehhh
3- anywhere as long it is not in kl
4- in mohd hafdzuan arms (muahahahahhaha..sbnrnye dah xde idea)

4 albums i can't live w/o :
1- alicia keys
2- beyonce knowles
3- green day
4- no doubt

4 vehicles i owned/own :
1- suzuki V100 jfb 7927
2- kelisa maroon jgh 4771
3- wira aeroback jfy 7978
4- black toyota vios (dlm masa terdekat ni ... hahahha)

4 of you, please carry on these virus ok! You've been TAG!!!
1- hafdzuan adzmi
2- aku dah xde idea nak tag sape ..
3 - semua dah kene ..
4 -korang tag laa diri korang sendiri ...

The stages of our life

When we were little, we were asked, “Hey what do you wanted to be when you grow up?” Im sure most of us will probably say they wanted to be a doctor. So do I .. hahahhaha .. At that time, being a doctor is as everyone’s wished. Why? Because we were told that being a doctor is the greatest job in the world and we want to be part of it. Didn’t we?

We were grown up, as times goes by. And we might see what will be our future and planned it, either it went well or not. Im thinking bout my desired and ambition seriously, when I was 15. I already planned my life when I was 15. I knew what Im going to be, and am already set my mind for it. I think I planned it well. Yes, I did.

And now, here I am. I have been waiting for tomorrow for 9 years. 17 years of hard work is paid off. Im so glad.

Even I think I had planned my future is well, and I made it, but actually there are a few things in my life that I regretted. We are an ordinary human that will never satisfy with what we have. If I could turn back time, I wanted to study really-really hard for the SPM. I wanted to change my SPM results. That was the biggest thing in my life that I wanted to change. And I know if I were asked, what is the biggest unsuccessful thing that I went through in my life, my answer will be my SPM results. However, I know I will never change the fates. It is a fate.

Above all, until today, I think I went through my life as I wanted it to be. Im glad.

But life must still go on. So do the questions that we need to answer in our life. From “What is your PMR/SPM results?” to “Which university are you going and what course did you take?” to “What and where are you working?” And the questions stop at that line because I do have complete answers for those questions. Nevertheless, the questions will still running on to “When will you get engaged? When will you get married?” till “How many kids do you have now?”Iit will never stop there.

We were grown up. Sometimes I just couldn’t believe that I am big enough to have work and pay my mom back, buy desired car, a house, posses credit card, shopping, and even getting married and give birth.

I hope my life will run, as I wanted it to be. Now, im glad I have perfect things in my life. Great mom and brothers, wonderful and cool friends around plus an adorable soulmate. What more do I need? My life is already complete and I thanked God for everything.

I just babble to complete my empty day besides playing my favorite games and watching astro the whole day. Tomorrow will never be like today. Nevertheless, I still cannot wait to be at work tomorrow.

"frh, you're hired!"

hari ni ialah hari terakhir utk bulan februari .. dan juga hari terakhir utk segala penantian aku selama 3 bulan ..

"im hired!!!"

begitulah suara jeritan batinku. finally .. :)

ceritanya begini. smlm aku interview dgn company ni, mmi industries dekat tampoi. company ni buat hard disk computer. aku interview utk post manufacturing engineer. masa dpt interview tu pon aku dah pelik. out of 400 org yg apply, nape aku dipanggil interview tu. sbb slalunye post ni nak lelaki. aku plak mmg xde experience lgsg dlm production line. tp aku g jek laa .. masa interview tu, aku dah kene mcm2 laa. dia ckp aku xde experience dlm production. semua dlm design. konon2 aku tak layak laa utk post tu. aku dah nak naik hangin. pundek kau laa .. dah tau aku xsesuai utk post tu, yg panggil aku interview nak wat hape? bodoh btol. mcm gampang. dlm hati aku mmg dah berbakul2 aku maki. pastu ni laa interview aku paling sekejap. 15 minit jek. engineer tu pon ckp aku mcm xsesuai utk post ni. ok la xpe la. padahal salah korang yg salah choose candidate, nak salah kan aku plak. aku rasa nak pijak2 jek perut cine tu. dah laa aku blk dlm keadaan emo. wan plak call. dah kene dgr aku marah2 .. hahahha .. sori laa dear. dah xbleh control :P

pastu ptg td company tu call aku. aik nak hired aku plak.. tp utk post lain. new program engineer. aku pon xtau keje aku ni camne. tp involve dgn new produt, development product, n sorts of design. cool. kalo ada design mmg cool. lega aku. so jumaat ni aku dah start keje. esk nak g comp tu nak amik borang semua. keje 5 hari seminggu. kalo keje sabtu dikira oti. mmg cool sbb kire oti. hehehe . tp kalo dpt rembat hard disk lg cool kan? hihihihihi

finally aku dah nak start keje.
and im so excited for my new life...

(gambar di atas ialah gambar mintak keje :))

dah xde feeling ..?

hai.. di hari ahad yang bosan.

hari ni awek kepada kawan baik aku msg aku. meh aku namakan kawan baik aku si laki ni, namanya r. dan aweknye s. aweknye si s ni baru beberapa kali aku jumpe. kenalpon sbb si bf ni laa kenalkan. tp baru kenal ok laa layan kepala. aweknya si s ni sms aku thari td. dia baru clash. tekejut plak aku. baru haritu jumpe diaorang nampak cam loving couple jek. si r ni laa mintak clash. xde feeling dah reasonnya. biasa laa pempuan mengadu domba. aku pon dgr laa dulu dr pihak si s ni. kesian dia. kecewa nampaknya. hubungan baru terjalin, tapi dah berakhir. lepas aku dgr dpd si s ni yg mintak aku korek2kan apa yg patut, aku pon msg laa kawan baik aku ni si r ni. dia ckp dia tau dia salah. he felt guilty. tp suddenly dia dah xde feeling. nak buat camne lg? dan dia betul2 rasa they dont meant for each other. ntah la. mmg laa aku nak marah gak dgn si r ni, tp dia dah bg gud explaination walaupun si s dah bulat2 xbleh terima reason dia. aku xtau nak ckp apa. aku di tengah2. nak backing si r, dia dah honest bgtau perasaan dia. he dont want to pretend anymore. dia dah cuba regain his love for s, but he just couldnt anymore. nak backing si s, sb aku faham hati perempuan yg renyuk, tp si r ni kawan aku gak. ntah laa. aku plak jadik serba salah. sampai ke petang ni aku dok msg dgn diorang 2 org.

apa lg yg aku mampu ckp? sabar, dan percayalah ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini. may be dia bukan lelaki yg baik utk kau. dan percayalah kau akan jumpe lelaki yg lebih baik dpd dia. biasalah .. sebelom kita jumpe org yg betul, kita akan jumpe org yg salah dulu dlm hidup kita.

kawan aku pernah ckp. dlm hidup kita, kita akan jumpe 3 kali org yg betul. so kalau kita let go 1, maknanya tinggal 2 lg.. korang kire2 laa sendiri dah bape kali korang jumpe org yg betul dlm hidup korang. ntah aku xtau laa betul ke tidak. tp aku percaya seblom kita jumpe org yg betul, kita akan jumpe org yg salah dulu .. sbb aku pernah rasa tu semua.

kepada kawan aku si s tu, aku harap dia bersabar. dia tgh nak exam.. hope dia berjaya kawal diri dia sendiri ..
kepada kawan aku si r tu pulak, aku harap dia sedar apa yg dia buat semua ni. jgn mudah sgt lafazkan cinta. menabur janji. semua tu kene dtg dpd hati sendiri. dan bile dah ckp, tu semua dah jadi mcm 'janji'. bile memungkiri janji, tu yg hati terluka. menyumpah itu ini. kesian awek tu.

tp reason "dah xde feeling dah. nak buat camne". ntah laa. aku harap aku xperlu melalui all this shit. cinta mesti semakin mekar, bukan semakin pudar. muahahahhaha. jiwang sial. tp betul per .. pttnye kenal dulu. jatuh cinta. n kemudian baru semai. tp kalau dah xpandai nak semai. dah xde baja. dah xde org nak siram. nak buat camne. kalo sorang tabur baja, tp sorang lg xsiram. xjadik gak.. so semuanya bergantung kepada kedua-dua belah pihak.

wallahualam. i just pray the best for both of them. time will help her to recover soon. and time will tell you what will happen next too. its just time.

dan time jugak .. bile laaa nak bg aku keje oi .. sangap tahan khinzir dah ni. huh.

down .. and up!

pg td aku interview utk post project engineer.
aku rasa down giler babi lepas interview tu. mmg macam hampas. english aku hampas. semuanya hampas di awal interview. sampai 1 tahap aku terrrrbuat muke kecewa kat dpn interviewer aku tu. aku dah bebual kambing. aku xtau apa aku ckp sebab dia tanya aku soalan xhenti2. apa yg aku jawab semua dia tanya blk. tp bile dia ckp english aku hampas aku jawab laa blk.. tp maybe sbb kebiadapan aku jawab dia blk dan mempertahankan yg english aku x laa sehampas mana, dia senyum plak. pastu dah hujung2 nampak cam satisfied jek. and dia bgtau seblom aku blk, aku shortlisted. soalan yg plg klaka dia tanya aku, sanggup x keje aku ni kene pakai suar xbleh pakai skirt sbb turun site and plant. deal dgn org2 yg kasar and biadap semua. bleh handle x semua tu .. hahahahha ... klaka siut. bajet aku wanita melayu terakhir lemah lembut. hahaha ..

td blk mmg aku down giler. sampai mlm ni pon terasa down. tp dah x down lg .. sbb apa? sbb aku dpt interview panasonic communications senai plak rabu ni. arghh happny nye. sbb panasonic ni dekat dgn umah aku. tp risau gak. sbb kene bawak calculator. aduhh. byk kene study blk ni. semua dah lupe .. huhuhu .. and esk interview panasonic audio video pasir gudang. ptnye interview ni mg lepas, tp postpone mg ni.

im off to bed. hope tomorrow will cheer me up.

and good luck to hafdzuan. dia ada interview di puchong kamis ni ..

interviews... interviews

finally, im called for interviews.
interview keje utk pertama kalinya .. jeng jeng jeng ...

aku ada 2 interview minggu ni. esk n lusa.
esk kat panasonic audio video pasir gudang. post: mechanical engineer. post yg mmg aku nak nak sgt. tp member aku kata interview tu kene buat hand drawing. masak aku kalo kene buat hand drawing. da laa hand drawing aku hampas gile babi. arghhh. aku mmg benci subjek drawing dr skolah teknik lg. cuba laa suruh buat computer drawing using autocad ke solidworks ke ok gak. candidate pon ramai gak nak interview ni. tp vacancy xtau laa bape byk. arghhh. harap2 semuanye tenang dan berjalan lancar esk.. harap2 gak xde hand drawing esk. kalo ada mmg aku blk terus laa gamaknye .. im taking out my white flag. drawing sucks. damn.

lusa plak kat pasir gudang lg. post : management trainee. company sheet metal. xtau laa company ni besar mana. esk lepas interview panasonic tu aku nak g riki dulu kilang tu. sbb post management trainee kurang menarik. kompom starting kecik. bukan aku demand starting kecik. tp sbb xberbaloi aku nak keje kat pasir gudang dgn gaji yg kecik since aku nak dok umah xnak menyewa. jauh tu nak ulang alik. lain laa panasonic tu kompem gaji besar. tp tgk laa dulu camne ...

so wish me luck guys.