u know the reasons why - to get the pencen, benefits, and bla bla bla (if we are a government slave).
to be honest, i did not see any excitement to be part of the govenrment staff (at the moment laa, sooner or later i will not know yet). i feel like - macam leceh jek nak apply, and what options do i have? being a - lecturer? officer? engineer? researcher? i just keep in silent mode everytime when he asked me did i apply on any govt vacancies. sigh. so he was the one who always give a try.
then, hafdzuan went for his PTD exam.
first trial - failed!
second trial - made it to the final interview round & success!
he received his PTD offer a week right after we get married. *most valuable wedding presents*
tu laa org kata, rezeki kahwin. naik-naik keje terus tender resignation (he was working with S*ny as senior engineer at that time).
ok, panjang plak intro nye.
make it to the point --- in order to confirm his position, he needs to attend a DPA (Diploma Pentadbiran Awam) course from 1/3 till 30/9 (it is 6 months yooo!). luckily it will be held in Intan KL & he is allowed to go back only in weekends (not every weekend perhaps).
im not sure how to express my feelings.
despite all the rumours i heard bout DPA course, i just hope ...... he will be as what-he-is when he come back after the 6 months period.
i might need to do a long list for him before he left ;)
so this is what he will be for the next 6 months:
a weekend husband.
a weekend father.
obviously, he will miss hadzim first walk & first words (thats all i can think of right now).
i shall be ok ... i think.
after all, its only 6 months..
:) :l :(